Simone Giertz: Queen of Sh*tty Robots, Innovative Engineering, and Design | Lex Fridman Podcast #372
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Kind: captions Language: en it's the machine it was my friend Daniel Beauchamp and I we had this long-running joke about a proud parent machine that you could give a quarter and a passcode on the shoulder says proud of you yeah um so yeah I still have that hanging on my wall in my workshop so that one I'm I'm really happy with I just think it's a really funny concept and also I executed the build wealth so it's an arm like what's the build I built it off of an old lamp arm yeah basically it's just a motorized arm and this kind of torso of a person so it's actually a hand right it's just laser cut plywood and it kind of has like it looks creepy yeah and yeah it's as proud of you son because I just thought that sounded more funny than proud of you daughter and also proud of you son just it immediately communicates that it's a parent it's not just like a collie or something it's like proud of you yeah oh my charges you a quarter for it yeah but it added like Chad GPT on top of that and uh fine tune it on conversations you've had with your parents and all of a sudden you have a thing that can fundamentally transform your psyche yeah the following is a conversation with Simone yet an inventor designer engineer and roboticist famous for a combination of humor and Brilliant Creative Design in the systems and products she creates including as part of her new product design company called yetch she has a popular YouTube channel which she has demonstrated a lot of her incredible and fun designs and inventions from quote shitty robots to a Tesla Model 3 converted into a truck but where she also revealed her personal Journey after having been diagnosed with a brain tumor Simone is a brilliant fun and inspiring human being it was truly an honor for me to get to meet her and to have this chat this is Alex Friedman podcast to support it please check out our sponsors in the description and now dear friends here's Simone yet what was the first cool thing you built or you fell in love with the process of making stuff you know I think run into the limitations of your of your skills so much so I feel like honestly building gets less and less frustrating or like I love it more and more the more I know so the limitations aren't fun like the limitations are fun but it's like when you have an idea of something and you want to make it a certain level and then you just have to compromise with the materials and the tools and the skills you have um so I can't remember first time where I felt like I'm proud of this wow this was so smooth I'm so proud of it like I feel like a lot of people I watch them build stuff and it's just like watching water pour down you know it's just like so easy and for me it's just like trying to shove a toy car into a wall so you're not able to step back and Marvel like at the early Creations even like even like um we're not even talking loud we know stuff even before then I'm from Sweden and you have to choose either sewing or Woodworking and I chose to like woodworking in middle school and I remember the sense of Pride when I got to bring something home and that thing of like oh my God I get to show my parents this and I think that is kind of the feeling that I've built my job around it's like the sense of Pride and wanting to show people something that I made and like back then it was like a little wooden spoon you know and now it's a slightly larger wooden wood spoon this Dynamic it moves and has a mind of its own um you first started doing more engineering type stuff with uh Arduino boards at punch to design which is an SF engineering firm what are just from your memory there what are some cool things you built there so the thing is I I went to advertising school and I just like a vocational studies a year and I realized there that I didn't care much for advertising but I thought it was really fun to build stuff and programs so like I just completely focused on that and there I built my first Hardware project or like Electronics project which was this uh iPhone case with retractable guitar strings so basically I imagine that you could like pull out guitar strings from the bottom of your iPhone and you could pluck it to your belt and then you could hold a cord on the screen and I built that together with my friend Jonathan and I was like oh this is dope I thought it was so much fun and I considered like oh should I go to school for this but then I thought maybe I can get a job and I could get paid to learn about Electronics so just based off of that one project I got the job at punch through design there's actually was a one year internship can you explain what we're talking about here so it's a case with guitar strings attached yeah does it actually work at all these are not on the screen guitar strings no so they're actual strings that you pull out so there's a mechanism that's almost like a seat belt mechanism and yeah you pull them out from the bottom of uh your phone and you can attach them to your belt I mean it's terrible there's a few different ways to decide if somebody's touching a guitar string and what you do in a real guitar is you have the little it's like measuring the vibration or the change and the as as the yeah you're measuring how the guitar is vibrating and you can't really do that because I can't have a a receiving sensor because the guitar strings are going to move in relationship to that because you don't have like a rigid neck and this is like yeah this was my first Electronics project I was a little fledging baby maker but what I decided was to use capacitive touch because that is independent on if the guitar strings are moving in relationship to something or in relation to something so basically there was just this little Bluetooth Arduino board that this company punched through design made so that was how I found them and I measured the capacitive touch so like whenever um the guitar string was measured there was this little microcontroller that was like oh my God a guitar string got measured or touched and then that sent a signal over Bluetooth to my phone and I built a little iPhone app that interpreted those Bluetooth signals and then checked what type of cord I was holding on the screen and then played the code here I see holding the chords on the screen so you're doing the multi-touch sensing there that's incredible I honestly cannot believe that I pulled it off because I think I was I was ignorance was definitely Bliss because that was like yeah the first Hardware project I'd ever built the first iPhone app I'd ever programmed and like now if somebody was like Hey I want this to be my first project I would probably be like oh that's a lot but we'll get off because that's such an interesting thing for people to hear because it's your first project and a lot of people stop because of the difficulty of their first project they never truly discovered their own genius because they stopped with the first and you didn't stop so it'd be interesting to kind of psychoanalyze you on the couch of why you didn't stop because you have to build an app you have to figure out how to did you know how to program much or no okay I mean a little bit but I never programmed and or done any iOS apps okay so you have to figure out how to get forget like what the app does just get the app running and working and then you have to figure out how to get the sensors in like real time to finger touching and you have to connect how to get the capacitor's touch working with the microcontrollers do you know anything about the capacitor touch sensors at that time I mean it's pretty easy um now it's basically everything's easy yeah you know Rockets are pretty easy you sound like my grandma she's I have an Italian grandma and uh I always trying to get her we're like trying to get her to tell her recipes and every recipe starts with it's very simple yeah and then there's like 45 minutes of her explaining it it's like with gymnastics at the Olympics they make it look easy the best people in the world always make the the impossible to seem easy I pride myself with making buildings that look really hard because I feel like I'm always struggling so much you make the easiest human possible no uh so how many strings was it is it just oh gosh I think this is such a long time ago no it was six oh six strings and you could touch it and then there's wow and it can and then the phone itself makes a sound still think it's such a cool concept to have this like mobile I'm not even a guitar player I don't know I was I mean I got the idea because I was uh kind of strumming on my charge cord of my phone oh like an air guitar but on a cord yeah fun to go back to that project with what I know now but the problem with it is that when you're producing the tension in your string just with your arm like you can't make it taut enough to actually play like it kind of becomes playing these like saggy strings so as you're not really getting that experience and I think that's why I mean I yeah I haven't really pursued I wonder if there's a way to generate the tightness from the case itself it's a good device that unfolds and then with some kind of tightening mechanisms yeah but then it kind of becomes like a whole thing in a guitar then it just becomes a really shitty guitar yeah like which this is a really shitty guitar but it's also but it's so shitty it's awesome yeah I don't know I don't know but it's a cool it's cool that you have an interface between a device that's capable of incredible computational power and an actual Hardware thing is there something that you can psychoanalize that made you finish that others could hear in their own struggle to uh do their first project like that because you were not you were in a non-engineering person technically and you did a pretty cool Renegade out there wild no instructions engineering projects no it's definitely it was an off-road build where it's like if you're building a Lego kit it's very much on the road and you're following instructions and this is like you have no idea if you're headed for a cliff or a dead end or you're gonna get stuck um I think it had a natural pressure to it because it was a school project yeah so it did have deadlines built into it and and stuff like that so that definitely helped but I think also it was just so incredibly motivating when I realized that I might be able to pull it off like that was I felt like a bloodhound you know and you're just like oh my God I can actually make this happen and I think if I hadn't seen that the Horizon it would have been harder to stick through you were you able to see the end of the tunnel um pretty early on no not really so there's something just suffering for a while I don't know how how your brain works but it's like if I have a problem I can't stop thinking about it like it's so fun to think about it like I spent I spent two and a half years designing a coat hanger and I just can't stop thinking about it like I get so into it because I think it's so much fun take me to this two-year journey of the code hanging out of the code hanger what how did it begin how did it begin it began with a corner in my home where I couldn't fit a coat rack the thing is I shouldn't have brought this up because I'm gonna release it as a product probably in a year on an actual product okay well it is a mystery it's a mystery yeah but it solves a fundamental problem in in The Human Condition and I am so excited about it and I cannot I don't yeah but this is I get so pumped about it because I see it's just this issue or like this problem that I want to solve and I I kind of can't put it to rest until I have it's I mean speaking of cone hangers uh doorknobs have always been interesting to me it's cool how there's things that everybody uses that somebody designed yeah oh my God so okay so this is I so I have two like big so basically I started on YouTube and and I'm been doing that for like the last seven or eight years and I've kind of been thinking of like okay what's next for me because I want to keep on trying out new things and I'm I'm kind of going into two different Avenues one is the product business that I started code hinders TBD um and then I am working on a pilot episode of a show where each episode is about an everyday object and why they look the way that they do so we've written a pilot episode about forks and it's all about like why do they look the way that they do why did this became the like eating Implement of the West why are we ruled by an iron Fork how did that happen in every everyday object that you have and that you just take for granted somebody's just made it up yeah we're all sheep well I'll keep using it yeah even if it's not optimal I mean presumably most objects are optimal you hope or at least a local options yeah and that's what I think is so like the world around us and this is why I love building things is because it just opens up this idea that the world around us is so malleable can make objects work for you better like I spent I I made this fruit bowl I had a fruit bowl and I was always annoyed that I had either too little or too much fruit for it so I made a fruit bowl where I can change the diameter of it it has a mechanism so you can like make it bigger or smaller and that's just like the thing of being like bowls why are they the way that they are I can make them different and I think like I want to make an episode about doorknobs I think it's so interesting why are they the way they are why are they placed the way where they are I think there's going to be a rabbit hole from which you will never return I would happily live in that rabbit hole forever like if I could if I can like dig out a little niche for myself there because I think it's like because you know they go so deep they're also on different sides of doors you never like the push-pull situation on doors in general like that's one of the main problems of humanity figuring out which is embarrassing yeah just okay how many there's eight billion peoples on people on Earth every single second there is millions of people being embarrassed by the confusion some guy first time in college he's trying to be impressive to everybody to pushes on and he plays it off like it's cool oh shit I knew that nope and it affects our behaviors that was why I think it's so interesting with forks is that Forks actually affect our eating behaviors and they can get you to eat faster or slower take bigger bites or smaller bites and they're all these ways or like the social I mean the reason that um Chopsticks work is because they do the food shopping in kitchen rather than on the plate and also you have a bowl that you bring to your mouth with whereas a plate you keep on the like they're just all these ways and these objects affect our Behavior opening and closing doors and I think it's such an interesting take on culture through and like human behavior through these objects that we use every day and we never question them really yeah and then there's institutions that are controlling our mind that don't want us to know the truth why are sporks not more popular have you asked yourself that question yeah no it's all big utensil is behind all of it all right so I mean in those early days um did you suffer from imposter syndrome like that leap to being an engineer was there especially when you started uh working a punch the design on a team of Engineers was there insecurity both yes and no I think I've um I always try to flip my flaws into selling points and for that so getting that job I I was like oh you're a team of Engineers everybody working here is an engineer your customers are not all Engineers you need somebody who can be your filter and tell you when something's going to be too hard for your customers to understand so it was more me being like Oh No it might seem that me not having skills is a bad thing like actually it's a great thing I represent the everyday person I understand deeply what everybody needs and wants yes that is me the representation of the of the average human um but I mean I I remember that so I studied physics for a year in college and then I dropped out and I had this rule for myself that whenever I did not understand any something I would ask a question so I was always raising my hand in class and it's this room entirely like Auditorium filled with incredibly intelligent people who are mortified of seeming stupid and I think that was really like and I remember people people at the end of the year coming up to me being like thank you so much for all the questions you asked because whenever there was something that I was too scared to ask you always raised your hand so I think it is a bit of a skill and I think that is kind of how I Channel my imposter syndrome is I'm just like now let's lay it all out there is you okay being almost like self-deprecating just coming off I mean I'm definitely that I kind of lean into call myself an idiot I lean into being stupid I think not all heroes wear capes and the guy and girl who asks the stupid question is everybody's hero including the teachers yeah I think it's it's both it's a double-edged sword I started out on the internet kind of I kind of got the moniker the queen of shitty robots because I posted a lot of stuff on slash R shitty robots on Reddit and people started calling me the queen of Slash R shitty robots and then the slash R kind of dropped so what I'm trying to say is I did not come up with that with myself um but I did happily adopt it so I definitely came from a place of like building things that didn't work and kind of yeah everything going wrong every time like happily failing and I think that was amazing it was a really powerful tool for me to like not get my perfectionism in the way because if I set out to do something that's great then I'm never gonna start and I was like no I just need something that looks funny um but what I've realized now is there's also a defense mechanism being self-deprecating is like always beating people to the punch it kind of was a survival tactic on the internet of being like never daring to set out as an expert and I still do that like I'm terrified to tell people how to do something even if I know um because it kind of opens you up for being shot down so I think I have I definitely have a conflicted relationship with it and now especially as I'm I'm getting older I am more skilled than I was before I mean I'm a CEO of three businesses and I'm like I don't need to like keep on talking myself down all the time so yeah I think it's definitely something that has served me really really well and that is still like a thing that I have in my work life and in my relationships but I'm also trying to only do it when it's beneficial to me and not when it's harmful yeah I mean but when you're as successful as you are I feel like people like it when you're self-deprecating you don't take yourself seriously you have that humility I think it's probably the hardest when you're starting out yeah because I think it was easy but nobody takes you seriously right and when you're starting out when you're young like you know I just realized that I played a lot more stupid than I was and I think it's also oh gosh I can't believe I'm the one bringing this up uh but like being a woman in a male dominated field and you're like trying I was just trying to make myself the least amount threatening or like really unthreatening because people are threatened by you in different ways and it's like you have such a thin line that you can walk where you're like okay I need to be just attractive enough for people to not be offended by my appearance but just unattractive enough for people to not sexualize me I have to be just smart and witty enough for people to be like oh my God that's really cool but also shoot myself down enough for other people not to be able to do it or be like oh yeah watch this woman try to thinking that she knows how to build Electronics you know so it's like that's a interesting skill to build especially when you put yourself out there on the internet yeah like you unfortunately that's the reality of the internet and it's a skill you have to kind of develop and it's actually why a lot of really brilliant people avoid the internet yeah like there's not many people like at MIT for example there's not many brilliant professors or PhD students and so on just putting their stuff out there because like um if they what like if they really put their heart and soul into a thing first of all that's really hard and nobody nobody sees it and everyone's like this is boring so there's so many failure modes like this is boring or like like you said you're coming off as too much of an expert you're not self-deprecating enough well there's just so many failure modes and it's terrifying for people but I feel like that's a skill you should learn because most people like nmit University and so on are doing a lot of awesome stuff yeah and he should show it off but I feel like you figured out a really good process of of showing it off when you fail when you succeed all of it not taking yourself too seriously but also revealing through the humor and the self-deprecation a kind of Genius a kind of intelligence and curiosity can't I just want to snapshot that quote and put it on my LinkedIn what is your autobiography oh never you don't want to say that because like a year from now oh gosh I don't wanna I don't want to shit on autobiographies yeah no no but even just by saying that I'm shitting on autobiographies I just me being interested enough in somebody to want to read 600 pages about them talking about themselves it's a no well well that's exactly the kind of person that should write one but yeah but also I'm fucking 32 years old what do I have to write about like I went through puberty I lost my virginity and here we are like I don't know it's like such a three chapters yeah it's a coloring book chapter seven I learned to tie my own shoelaces I feel like it would be awesome anyway what's the uh the queen so how did you achieve the status of royalty the queen of shitty robots what's the origin story there I've I mean I have officially renounced my title now can you still speak of the time when you like I can't still speak of the time your kingdom yes uh no I mean it started on because I did you rule by love or fear by fear of rejection from me that people would reject me so I um yeah I started making these little gifts like my the early projects that I did were very gift forward it was always like I only did it because they could be translated into a gif give forward I like it yeah but honestly it was like it's a really good mental exercise to vet if your project is easy enough to be explained by like a seven second looping video without audio and because like nobody's gonna care that it also has Bluetooth like it's really like is it is it self-explanatory enough to um be explained through a gif so yeah just pause I'm sorry to interrupt but I feel like all scientific papers and projects should go through that exercise yeah actually uh deepmind does a good job of this like you know this we've saw protein folding here's a gif that's literally what they do yeah because who's gonna read the nature paper so like this you have to like how do we communicate this visually in a sexy clean way where people can intuitively understand even if you don't know what a protein is even if you don't know what protein folding is yeah it's very like yeah if somebody comes out of context and that's been really interesting also like building this product business and trying to do the marketing around that and I'm like if somebody comes in and they have no idea about what this product is will they get it explained to them in this ad and I don't know but it's definitely a worthwhile exercise to do so I started making these projects that got translated into gifts and I posted them on slash R City robots on Reddit so that's how bright it existed yeah I loved it I thought it was really fun and I was like I want to contribute with content here I don't I mean okay I don't know I was I think I was voted top user of 2015. so yeah that's an old Merit but once you win a Nobel Prize you always have the notebook okay so what was the first do you remember the early gifts that you created so this is when I was at punch through design in San Francisco I would kind of building a lot of Hardware projects for them but I also felt and they were so supportive of me but I also it's such a different way representing a brand versus representing yourself so there were some projects that I just like ruled out because I was like this feels too weird for this brand and I started building them on the side one of them was a toothbrush helmet and yeah so it's like a skateboard helmet with a robot arm on the forehead kind of like a unicorn horn and it brushes your teeth for you is that the first YouTube video you uploaded it was the first gift that I uploaded so actually I wanted to um I wanted to do a kids show about Electronics in Sweden because I was like I love Electronics I think it's fucking dope I could do a kids show about it so I filmed this terrible terrible pilot episode in my bedroom in San Francisco and that's when I built the toothbrush helmet and I emailed it to them I mean just cold email like I'd know in or anything but I was like Hey I want to do this and um they didn't get back to me nobody's surprised and I was like well I have this thing I built I might as well post it on the internet so that's why I made the little GIF and I posted it on slash I do robots and I think it got like 50 000 views and I was like Wow and from there I just kept on building things and I think Within six months it was my full-time job can you go through the detailed design of this toothbrush helmet there's a motor it's like a server like what what uh what's the motor what's the is an Arduino involved yeah so I built it off of um this robot arm called me arm so it's just this acrylic robot arm and um I think it has three Servo Motors and it's all controlled by an Arduino all the electronics already pre-built there was a kit so I assembled it how do you make sure the the length of the arm is the proper I mean the arm came down so it's like yeah I just programmed it to come down to my mouth and then poorly brush my front teeth yeah yeah it was just swung back and forth I mean trialum error what was the challenges of that do you remember oh gosh or was that one not much of a struggle challenge no it was definitely a struggle um because also how do you Loop it with a nice gift I mean it looks fine yeah it looks like yeah that's not that's not that hard uh no I mean it doesn't have to be perfect it's a gif it's the internet things are shitty all the time I think I mean I think the biggest struggle of that was that I had this intention for it to be this show and then them not giving oh yeah yeah giving back and I was like well if they don't want it then maybe YouTube will have me they don't notice my genius yet what was it what was so bad about the pilot do you remember what's like the most embarrassing oh cringy yeah I mean it's thankfully not on the internet so nobody can find it but it's very much me being in what I called host mode which is where I'm like okay so what we're gonna learn today is that we're gonna look at this this is something called a Servo motor and it's like the intonation and everything is really different and I'm actually I mean I thinking back of that I'm so happy that they didn't get back to me because it's such a different thing to kind of start your career in your living room running back and forth to the camera and like filming something and looking at it and like I got to really find my own voice in a different way and then like a year later they offered me a show but then I was so off and running I was like no I don't want to do this you didn't fall into the place of being like a actor like a YouTuber where you're presenting a kind of personality you're more focused on the product you're creating I mean I think it's a the combination of it I mean I I think of it as acting sometimes but I only play the role of myself but of course it's like when you're shooting something for the seventh time yeah like you have to be able to Muster that enthusiasm but no it's not a kind of think of everyday life me as a watered down version of the YouTube version it's like that's a cheap knockoff yes.com version no it's just like add a few parts water but like on YouTube it's just so condensed because you have jump cuts and you know like I'll scrape jokes and make sure that everything lands and there's music and stuff and then like in real life you don't have any of that but it's still me uh what are some other cool robots in the early days that stand out to you I mean there's a million we can go through like what um maybe what what was like a challenging one like a really challenging one in the early days I mean I remember the breakfast robot which was my second project was a challenging one so eating cereal yeah it's a robot that like pours milk and cereal and feeds me with a spoon I was mostly challenging because it was so like everything had to be in the right location and there were so many takes before I got everything right and by right I mean it makes an absolute mess um yeah that one was challenging but it takes was that one I don't know probably 12 10 so it's just a mess everywhere as a mess and also I use like Cheerios for the cereals and my it's shot in my old bedroom in San Francisco and the floors were sticky for weeks afterwards juicer goes into your autobiography yeah nice let's check it just type out this podcast let's release it as a and my manager would be stoked we'll fix it in post um yeah the feed because you have like a couple of feeding ones right a soup isn't there a soup one yeah there's a soup robot um there's a beer pouring robot I mean that's that's awesome that's a difficult robotics problem in the shitty and the in the perfect version of having an arm that interacts intimately with a human being and one of the most intimate things you can do with a human being that's PG is defeated where's he going with this uh oh my God he's a YouTube comic come live like damn it so like to me there's uh like feeding is tricky or even like getting a beer even pouring a beer is tough into a glass yeah it's trickier than anyone who hasn't tried it thanks and even making it I think what I realized is that like making things really shitty or like failing in a spectacular way is also its own sort of skill because like the shittiest robot is the one that doesn't turn on right but like that isn't much to watch so it was always like wanting for it to fail in these kind of spectacular ways um no there's a lot of stuff to be said about Engineering in it is there something to be said on a philosophical level about the value of a flawed robot so like the kind of robots you want is to be partially flawed like do you think the kind of robots will have in the home that are friends and um you know almost like pets wouldn't they need to be kind of shitty because we can love the somehow we humans loved the shitty I mean it is kind of endearing and because I think it it kind of I'm gonna mess up this world word anthropomorphize system I think it's I mean I never feel as deeply connected to my Roomba as when it's like I'm on a cliff like paper have you had roomba's taught me ledge no I really yeah I've done that a lot yeah when they talk to you yeah immediately anthropomorphize them yeah and then you have if they have a name which is why most roboticists don't give names or gender to robots because you become connected to them I'm of the opposite mind you should have like an intimate relationship sounds weird but you should have a close connection to robots I mean there there's power in that there's a social element of Robotics even an arm I don't know there's something about us humans that gain so much value from our interaction with Dynamic objects and we should like lean into that as opposed to run away from it that was always the confusing thing to me about robotics is that most roboticists run away from that yeah weird because it's obviously going to be robots are obviously going to be everywhere yeah obviously but it's also humans are sensitive and Squishy and there's so much liability oh yeah yeah but the humans are sensitive and Squishy when they interact with each other and they hurt each other all the time like sometimes they get together and they're like oh you're the best you know you're the best and then they leave each other and then they break each other's heart sorry about your breakup life he's trying to get over this I'm actually drunk for this interview I haven't been able to sleep but from a safety protocol perspective people think about like physical damage not emotional damage I know this sounds ridiculous I know it sounds ridiculous but it won't be it's already happening there's an app called replica where people have an intimate relationship with an AI chatbot and they hurt themselves I was thinking about this yeah okay in dating what if you because you can train like a chat bot to kind of mimic the way that you talk to people and interact with people go on yeah but then I'm like okay but what if we could all make AI versions of ourselves and have them date yeah like thousands of thousands of other AI people and have that as a way to turn out potential potential candidates like I feel like that's gonna be what's what's the yeah what's the what no but what's the point of like meeting 20 people if you're like oh but if we just had our AI versions of ourselves in Iraq they'd be like oh your your method of conflict is not going to match or what if the AI version of you like sleeps around with all the other AIS and it becomes famous for that and it starts its own only fans and then it becomes and you're like what did you do you come back home you'd realize like I don't I didn't want to created a monster create a monster I mean do I get a cut exactly that's the question I have to ask but I think it's definitely like yeah the the human technology interaction is really interesting because I feel like I don't love any of the machines that I have in my life really you haven't you haven't I mean I don't love my phone I touch it all the time and it's there and it's like constantly it's a constant presence but there's nothing in the meat that feels like oh I love this object like I kind of despise it well that might be the way you show love I don't know yeah that's a deeper that's another psychoanalysis thing uh so you know there's not robots whom you've taken apart that you miss no they're all terrible I mean I I have objects that I built that I love um none of the robots I think but that's also because it was a different that was a different era where I wasn't really putting a lot of care into the projects I built so the more care you put into it into the design to actually make it look to make it functional and look good that's where you put the love in yeah I mean it is it's like I feel like any technology company that figures out a way to get you to actually genuinely love your Roomba or like love it in the way that you would love a pet there's a lot to be gained yeah and I think it's scary depending on who the company is because then they can manipulate you yeah if you love your Roomba and all of a sudden your Roomba starts telling you to buy stuff yeah or it's leaving to put lotion on Jeff bezos's head yeah yeah I don't know where the lotion came in but yes maybe if I certainly I just imagine my Amazon Echo being like hey Jeff Bezos is really a great guy but even though you haven't do you think it's possible to fall in love with the robot yeah I mean people fall in love with things all the time well people have fallen in love with Yoshi robots probably I guarantee you there's people listening to this that are a little bit heartbroken saying that you've never fall in love with your shitty robots they're like but I had a relationship like I have an emotional connection to that robot like the one with the parent Patsy on the back oh that one that one I do like I like that one a lot um that's probably my favorite like shitty robot can you explain it so it's the machine it was my friend Daniel Beauchamp and I we had this long-running joke about a proud parent machine that you could give a quarter and a passcode on the shoulder says proud of you yeah um so yeah I still have that hanging on my wall in my workshop so that one I'm I'm really happy with I just think it's a really funny concept and also I executed the build well so that was so it's an arm like what's the build yeah I built it off of an old lamp arm yeah basically it's just a motorized arm and this kind of torso of of a person so it's actually a hand right that's not it correctly it's like a laser cut it's just laser cut plywood and it kind of has like it looks creepy yeah which I like yeah the creepy helps with the yeah and yeah it's as proud of you son because I just thought that sounded more funny than proud of you daughter and also proud of you son just it immediately communicates that it's a parent it's not just like a colleague or something it's like proud of you yeah oh my charges do a quarter for it yeah but he added like Chad GPT on top of that and uh fine tune it on conversations you've had with your parents and all of a sudden you have a thing that can fundamentally transform your psyche yeah that's all it takes that's a beautiful creation how'd you come up with that creation I was my friend Daniel and I who had a long-running joke about it high level can you speak to your creative process I think a lot of it I mean it's changed for the Shady robots yeah I mean it has a lot of overlap um so it's identifying everyday problems and in the shitty robot era I would kind of take an everyday problem like oh I have a hard time getting up in the morning and I would have solve it in the most ridiculous spectacular way I could think of so for waking up in the morning it was having an alarm clock that slaps me in the face with a rubber hand and what I'm doing now is still identifying everyday problems but I'm actually trying to like product design my way out of it what in your experience was the funniest thing is it violence like the hand slapping you food eating is there is or is it just a case about it funniest is no I think it's more like the proud parent machine it's not violent it doesn't there's no nothing it's just emotional and it's kind of a commentary on this fraught relationship that we sometimes have with our parents and their pride of us sometimes every time sometimes my dad visited like last week and he was like I just want to say I'm so proud of you and for the built life you've built for yourself and that was really sweet yeah I'll put that on the back of my autobiography too yeah it's not your fault Simone it's not your fault that stuff is my fault what was the longest one to complete for the Shady robots that you remember because he spent on a few of them you spent quite a long time [Music] which is also inspiring when you take so long in a project yeah I think um can even the more like fun Whimsical Department rather than shitty robots I built recently um this music box so like a small music box that kind of has a barrel with little spikes and it plays the song but I did a large version of that that pops a sheet of bubble wrap and then like plays tones into a pan flute so yeah you can actually program it to play different songs that one kicked my butt in so many creative ways that it was such a pain I think that is probably the like weird funny project that's taken me the longest and like the biggest engineering effort where's the all sound coming from so if you it all came from me realizing that if you pop bubble wrap and you pop it right in front of the opening of a pamphlet or like one of the pipes you can have it play different tones so that's what it does so I built this music instrument off of that okay if it's okay can you describe some something like how it works some of the the technical details here yeah so basically I mean one of the things that I worked with um as of a year and a half back I hired an engineer stew so we were collaborating on it um but a big issue that we had was feeding in the bubble wrap sheet and like making sure that it feeds them straight and doesn't get skewed because you need to make like the popping feet which is where you program this Barrel to pop different bubbles need to be so perfectly aligned on the bubble of the bubble wrap for it to pop in the right location so there's a feeder for the bubble wrap that's a challenge and then you have to have a barrel with the little baby feet on it yeah that pops the ball around why is it so exciting that Barrel was a pain as well I had to get a like this rotary setup for my CNC and yeah it was it was a lot of work um but that was really fun and it's just like this is probably my favorite privilege of my job is that I can go down any Rabbit Hole I think find interesting did you have a lot of Joy from popping the yeah the bubbles a lot of self-soothing and like I got to spend I think I spent a week trying to figure out the best material to pop bubble wrap with because if you have two if you kind of put them to to through uh or through if you put a sheet of bubble wrap through two rigid tubes the air kind of just escapes from one side of the bubble into the other so what I realized was that if you have a squishy material like kind of a yoga mat material in between it it actually it prevents that and Pops it a lot more reliably but like increasing the pop reliability was a huge effort as well you have to pop a squishy thing with another squishy because you don't need a lot of force yeah like you just need it to not the air to not be able to escape anywhere wow but then also we had there was different qualities of bubble wrap where there was a lot of transference between different bubbles so instead of the bubble popping it would just seep the air and to a neighboring bubble and that like membrane would kind of so you know I I just like getting to spend weeks on weeks of just studying bubble wrap did you ever think about like publishing academic work on Bubble Wrap no wouldn't that be epic because nobody's done this I bet you nobody's done squishing it squishing material on Squishy versus squishy for popping I bet somebody has but you know I I always I thought I was gonna go into Academia like I was such an ambitious student I loved school I actually applied to MIT but then I pulled out because I was like no I don't want to do it um but now I realize it's really good that I didn't because I'm too much of a spouse too much of the spaz now I'm distracted I'm thinking there must be papers about when you have two bubbles yeah you need to know the physics of two bubbles when you have two bubbles colliding one will pop first and there has to be good models of that but that's very that has to do with chemistry and whatever the uh the material the ball was made from but then no there's materials in here this guy somebody must understand bubble wrap deeply like deeply so I'm just going to take a quick restroom break because uh Lex is on his own train now and I'm just gonna leave yeah you actually don't need to go to the restroom okay so I'm going to insert like a two hour uh instructional here with like a Blackboard right it's the skill the skill store it's I throw you any topic and you could just go on about it I don't know if I have that skill I just okay um Bubble on Bubble an interaction so you did mention um MIT uh you went to college for physics for one year and you dropped out what do you learn from that who do you think should and shouldn't go to college hmm I think first of all you shouldn't listen to me um that should be the name of your autobiography I you know I realized that I was there for the wrong reasons I had this deep I got completely like starting to get grades in school which in Sweden at that time we started getting in at eighth grade so when I was 14 it just kind of hijacked my brain because I realized that I could put a number on how smart I was and I got obsessed with it and I wanted to study mechanical engineering because I was like I like machines but then physics was kind of the hardest thing you could do when I had this like deep need to prove to myself that I was smart so I started studying physics realized I wasn't that smart I realized or I mean just mostly that I like I love math but I don't love math hours a day yeah and also I think I am a generalist through and through like I'm decent at a fair amount of things but definitely not a specialist and anyways and this it was such a specialist type of area um that I felt like the other parts of my brain kind of just dwindled and died so I think I think most of all if people are thinking about going to college and especially if you're here in the States and it's so fucking expensive really okay there's two there's two things I want to do one is like actually go to a workplace where people are doing the job that you think you want to do if you want to become a doctor like be at a hospital and like try to see how doctors work and if you actually like it because I feel like people have a lot of ideas of what it's going to be like and it just doesn't match with reality and then I think when people figure out what they want to do there's kind of that's two separate questions or there's two questions that you can split out of that one is like what do you actually want to do that for me for the last 10 years is building stuff but then there's a second part to that question which is what context do you want to do that do you want to build stuff at a startup or at a big Corporation Do you want to build stuff for an art gallery or for the movies or for YouTube and I think that's often like people only learn how to answer the first question but then it's like the context means as much because I was building stuff at punch through design and I wasn't getting that like deep fulfillment like I felt like I wasn't fully using myself and like hitting all of my gears because I just wasn't that motivated about building stuff for other people and I changed the context and everything changed and so sometimes you do need to consider resume and stuff like that depending on the but some I think people consider that way too much especially in modern times I feel like you don't need to go to college just for the resume I feel like the biggest benefit of college I mean there's a bunch but one is just do hard things but you could do hard things anywhere but um some people need to be I was probably one of those people to be forced to do hard things and um the other is to meet fascinating humans from all walks of life that are pursuing they have all kinds of different Passions and allows you to learn depending on the major you can be you can learn generally and you can search if you're doing it efficiently about what actually inspires you and the other thing is the the resume thing yeah But ultimately you don't need college to find your passion to run with it I mean I mean I have so much College fomo though like I think it's I chose a different set of experiences and when I applied to MIT I was I think I was 24. because I was like oh maybe I should become an electrical engineer because I really liked Electronics but then I remember seeing that the average age was 18 and I was like fuck no I can't hang out or like be in a room filled with 18 year olds who are smarter than me yeah um so I think I definitely like missed the Train on having that experience but at the same time I did so many other things and I chose other experiences and I wouldn't trade them but I still like I mean I'll go to on a campus and I'll be like oh yeah but I think it's also because I have a dreamy idea of what it is because I never get to do it and practice fully exactly it's the fomo yeah huh yeah a lot of people really struggle with that burden they'll they'll go it doesn't matter how long you go through if you don't go all the way to the PhD you a lot of people have the fomo it doesn't it's a silly silly silly little notion I think because I think you should be doing college or school until you find something that lights your heart aflame where you're like fuck yes I want to do this yeah and run with it I mean you can you can find that in other contexts as well I've found it yeah but yeah but it is a buffet of experiences that you can have what about what was the most fun robot to make or um musical artistic creation where the process was the most fun oh they're all painful in different ways so pain yeah you find pain fun no but it's it definitely the pride of make getting to pull something off or like managing to pull something off even when it was really difficult is is very satisfying what was the difficult thing that you pulled off you were like yeah this is cool I like working on jigsaw puzzles but I don't like how much table space they take up because I like just have one big table where I can do it and that's also my dining table so I made this mechanical table where you can switch between two table tops and that was an incredibly painful project and I'm really happy with the outcome and like so proud that I managed to pull it off how does this wish table tops it's Tambor mechanism so like Tambor like you'll have on like old record player um like it's these like thin Slots of wood with fabric on the back and you can kind of get them to go around curves so basically one of
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