Jessica O. Matthews on Owning Who You Are | Impact Theory
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Kind: captions Language: en everybody Welcome to impact Theory you were here my friends because you believe that human potential is nearly Limitless but you know that having potential is not the same as actually doing something with it so our goal with this show and Company is to introduce you to the people and ideas that are going to help you actually execute on your dreams all right today's guest is a force of nature she is a venture-backed Founder CE CEO and inventor she created her first gamechanging product at age 19 and she founded Uncharted play a renewable energy company at 22 while still attending Harvard and instead of dropping out like other high-profile entrepreneurs she just did both because well when you box for fun and consider yourself a cross between Bill NY and Beyonce that's just how you roll but I'm not sure that even the Superhuman that would be the Beyonce Bill NY hybrid could keep up with today's guest Des desite having no formal training in the hard Sciences not only did she invent a product that turns a soccer ball into a power plant but her company now holds 15 patents and patents pending she also managed to raise $7 million to supercharge her company's growth the largest raise ever by a woman of color and she's partnered with Fortune 500 companies to completely rethink how energy is generated and distributed not surprisingly Inc magazine named Uncharted play one of the 25 most audacious companies in the world fast company named them one of the 10 most Innovative companies in the world and she personally was named to Fortune's most promising women entrepreneurs list Forbes 30 under 30 and when Obama needed somebody to represent small businesses when he signed the historic America invents act he chose her please help me in welcoming the female innovator who has been called the Elon Musk of kinetic energy the woman Oprah named to the Super Soul 100 the real life Riri Williams Jessica o Matthews Jessica thank you so much for thank you what a pleasure to have you real life Riri Williams yes which is why I'm wearing this shirt That's So Dope so I completely uh really enjoyed doing the research on you and when I saw in one of the articles that I was reading that you dressed up as Riri for uh Halloween I said all right yeah my woman I respect that so I'm huge in comic books and really believe that they actually have tremendous power as archetypes as mythology so me too like anime and manga and like I remember the first time I I read Akira um I just believe in the ability to use play to think about the world so that to me is exactly what comic books do all right well I didn't expect to start here but since you said that let's dive right into the Tooth Fairy yes so tell us why the Tooth Fairy is Meaningful to you no so I believed in the the Tooth Fairy until I was 12 years old and okay it is generally embarrassing but I like to tell people that um because I didn't necessarily grow up in a house where we allowed certain stories like this to kind of just spread and progress and become bigger than life um you know my mom was the mom that would be wrapping up the Christmas presents the Night Before Christmas being like Oh yeah like you know hold this do this do that like you didn't believe there was no there the Santa Claus was not coming to my house I knew exactly what my mom paid for it I knew what was going on I knew the hard work went into it um but for some odd reason you know given I rather despite the fact that I had parents who were very I think direct about the realities of Life the realities of the world um and like the hard work it takes to get anything they they decided to kind of move forward with the FIB of the tooth fairy and so for me you know because that didn't really make sense I just assumed well the Tooth Fairy must be real like it must be because my parents would not give me money for my teeth I just think they see the value in my teeth um you know I have Nigerian parents like this just doesn't make sense um and what I love for that and I'm like what I I have several reasons for why I love my parents and everything that they did but uh and continue to do but I think what really made that something that was special for me is that they allowed me to be a person who believed in Magic you know a person who believed in hard work a person who believed in science a person who believed in um how you can create real tangible Solutions towards something that you want but that there can also be a bit of of an intangible unquantifiable sense to what you're trying to do and that there's a way to make room for that without losing your stability and your sternness on what really matters in the world and so when I finally did realize like that my mom was the one basically putting these dollar bills under my under my pillow it happened you know at the age of 12 and age where I had already started to really dabble in science dabble in uh thinking about how to build robots or you know entering different science fairs and so my frame of the world the my way of thinking had already begun to really form and so it I think it just um ended up making me the person who I am today I love that so as a company we're making um a big bet that Millennials are doing business in a way that nobody has done before and I think that story really illustrates what I think is happening the the shift so 15 years ago when I first got into business and you'd go into a board meeting or you'd present to a VC it was so buttoned up and so business-like and everybody would have you know moved their company to um Silicon Valley to be a part of that um and and I get that right that actually makes a lot of sense but they were very happy to sort of subvert themselves and who they are naturally to fit in to make the world make sense to May overemphasize the science aspect and what I find fascinating is instead of doing that you move to Harlem and you know looking at what your parents did with the teeth and seeing wonderment I think what you said was I found Wonder in the unknown yeah and talk about that I think that's really um so there's several things there right like so one there's a concept of getting to know on and owning that um and then going down a path that fits who you are versus kind of fights against who you are um but starting first with the last thing that you brought up you know wondering the unknown yeah I mean there's there's just so much excitement in figuring out how things work for me I don't know like whether it's people or the things around me like what stresses me out is not um hard work it's not knowing what work is going to be involved you know so as soon as I have a process in place or I have a framework of how something should be so I can build up steps to how I want to address it it's not stressful so like you know think about I've been doing this now for almost 10 years it's never been really really like kind of intense or like or difficult for me it's always been hard but you know a lot of work but um because I've I understand what I'm doing I know what I'm doing it for I know what I'm fighting for I understand the steps in in terms of what's involved to make sure that I never lose sight of what I'm fighting for so everything else is just kind of going through the motions the Motions that I I know to be valuable um and that ties back into what you're saying before in terms of choosing choosing to go to Harlem you know choosing to be as authentic as possible in the way we build this company um and seeing that not as something that we were just doing because it was a nice idea but because we really believe that it is our competitive Advantage it is the thing that's going to really catapult our company to being the first billion dollar tech company in Harlem and one of the most meaningful te companies in the world if you know if we keep doing what we have to do um and it it all goes back to this idea of realizing you know okay so I am a black girl you know with immigrant parents who grew up in pipy New York you know um decent schooling but nothing spectacular uh was lucky enough to get into a great College mostly just because my older sister was one of the people from my high school to get in there and she set the path she's actually right over there um and she set the path yeah she set the path where I was just like oh and like you know when you're only two years younger than your sister you're like oh okay if you can do it I can do it it made it real you know it didn't make it too scary um but I'm not you know the classic Silicone Valley CEO um you know I think that for me I used to believe that that meant that I could never really achieve what they achieved that there were certain parts of the the world certain um levels of success certain um levels of business that were just going to be too big for me it's like how can I dare say I'm going to run an energy company like that I'm going to build wealth for a community like who who the hell am I um how did you get over that cuz I think most people have that but they stop there the first thing that I did was not think too far ahead so the idea was instead of imagining from day one oh I want to build an energy company it was more imagining or really envisioning well why am I getting up in the morning why am I you know what's the point of my day um and so for me I'm really really excited by self-actualization I'm really excited by the idea of figuring out ways to one kind of recruit people to be part of the the solution the to the world's problems because I I truly believe that there is given how complex our problems are there is no one person or company that's going to solve all of them the only chance in hell that we have is as many people as possible are engaged and feel empowered to be part of that solution um and so I think it's like how can I then create systems and products that I almost want to call them Domino invas like they basically beget other Innovations they Inspire the right people to start to solve the things that I could never imagine solving um and in doing that they've make that one life that they're living that one life that they have feel like it was worth it you know on whatever day happens to be their last day um and so that really excites me especially also I think I would add to recently wanting very much to make sure that little girls who look like me believe that they can do anything um and believe that they can do more than just media and entertainment in particular and believe in the value of their perspective and so that's what gets me up in the morning and then everything else the details is like it kind of I can push through that day and what I found is that instead of trying to live a successful life if you aim to have a successful day you know just you know 12 if you have 13 out of the 24 hours of your day if you won those hours um you won the day and if you win most of the days in a week you won the week you know we just need a simple majority here right and if you and if you if you win you know most of the weeks in a month there you go most of the month in a year most of the years in Al life and and all of a sudden look at that without even trying you've been able to kind of get somewhere and so the the biggest roll blocks for me were kind of in those big momentous moments then so like getting ready to raise the round for example was one of those big moments where I realized that without knowing it I had been building a life up to this big leap but but it it wasn't about starting there thinking about the leaps thinking about the big momentous things that would have to happen it's like you just go hour by hour day by day week by week month by month year by year and then all of a sudden five years into working on something I have the opportunity to raise the largest round any black woman's Ever Raised in history and I'm afraid I'm afraid despite everything I've gone through to get there I'm afraid and it's because I still am just like yo I know me and Mark Zuckerberg went to the same college but that's about it I was on the step team I know he wasn't you know what I mean like like yeah I mean I I mean from what I understand he wasn't I don't you know but like we we have different we have a different life and I know that ultimately these investors are looking to invest in people that they understand right I think actually a lot of people I don't think I'm special in that I think people like to understand things um and in the worst of times in my business if they don't understand me they're not then they're not going to understand my decisions they're not going to have faith in how I'm going to get us through this right and it was actually this person who's currently one of my advisers works for one of the top BCS uh out here in the west coast and he said without missing a beat Jessica Mark Zuckerberg could have never invented the socket right uh you know it is your life it is your unique perspective it is who you are that has brought you here so anyone who invests in you is going to want you to be who you are they're going to have to trust that being who you are even if it's different from who they are um that that's going to be the thing that's going to take this to the next level no matter what um and I think for me that was that was the critical piece of advice right like we all need someone to say the thing that's been so obvious but we've just been too head down to to realize um you know we all have our struggle regardless of who we are whether you're male or female black orange green who cares we all have our struggle um and we all have our privilege you know I consider it a privilege to be born of Nigerian parents like forget tiger moms lion moms I still should be getting my law degree right now according to my mom you know what I mean course because you haven't done nearly yeah exactly but that's the push right that to me is privilege to have parents who believe in you irrationally so um you know uh you know I feel I feel privileged to have gone to the the schools I've gone to right but in the end you know it's about recognizing the value in our own struggle uh being appreciative and aware of our privilege um so that we can have empathy for others and their experience can we can bridge the gap for them um and then being able to take all of that and own it say this is who can we curse can I curse go for it let get crazy I'll try not to though trust me I'm not going to try not to so jump in the waterers War yeah no I mean like this is who the [ __ ] I am there you go this is who I am hello who to who you are and to who you are that's great but this is who the [ __ ] I am right take it or leave it like I know that no matter what happens if I stay who I am like I will I will feel good about it at the end of the day you know that's all the only thing that's going to be constant in this everchanging world especially in the startup space is who I am and so in really meditating on that and okay you know what I don't know what's going to happen with this round I don't know what's going to happen with this company but I do know who I am let's double down you know most people they raise money they get out of Harlem we went to Harlem I I don't think people really believed it until I also moved my ass to Harlem because I don't like to commute I'm all about that walk I'm all about Round the Corner walk and so we move the company up town I move up town and we immerse ourselves you know and uh it was the best decision I made not just because again it reminds us you know it's such a diverse Community we're talking about you know building products for people of diverse experiences around the world and the beauty of Harlem is that you know you'll meet seven different types of people on the way from the subway to the office and they're living their lives in seven different types of ways you know like from your Rabbi on 96 to your Barber on 125th these are experiences that count these are voices that are meaningful and so honestly for for us as a team it's like how can we give back as much as we're getting you know how do we make sure that in being here we're promoting urban renewal and not gentrification and so we've done things like uh you know we created a 501c3 called the Harlem Tech fund uh which entirely designed to figure out how can we help the Legacy members of Harlem be a part of the tech conversation the entrepreneurial and Innovation conversation tell me about what you think the obligation of business owners are today because you've talked pretty eloquently about the onus that businesses have I don't know if there's an obligation I don't know if I think that anyone has an obligation just because they run a business I just know that I won't get up in the morning if it's just about profit I want to make sure that on my last day whatever day that might be and maybe this is just more Prime for me again because of my struggles because you know I remember a year when my aunt my uncle and my grandfather died just like that you know um because I have a younger sister who died um you start to realize that there's this life and there isn't because I feel blessed despite you know the hardships we may have had as a family growing up you know uh and pyy and you know making sure we'd have enough money to be able to put ourselves through school and all these different things my parents always made sure I had what I needed and I think I feel like I've had a great life I've often felt like to be honest that like uh I almost I used to think that God gave me too much and that he did by mistake and that the only way for him not to notice is if I just was super productive for everything you know it's like keep him busy keep him busy oh don't look at me over here you know let me just inv the socket yeah yeah don't worry about it go look at LeBron he's too tall don't worry you know um and so when you are appreciative and grateful for what you have and the life you have um you you want to give back you want to make the most out of it and you want to make sure that on your last day you don't have regrets because that to me is the only solution you know death is accepting it um and so being 100% just focused on profit in the end if you have to look in the mirror you know you have to be with just yourself when you close your eyes at night if that's if that's if that completes you dope dope you know yeah that's what I love about what's happening in business and the changes that are coming now and I think in in many ways you're really an amazing example of that of somebody who refused to be anybody but themselves and I think the quote you gave about not moving to Silicon Valley was I would have to change who I was in order to survive in Silicon Valley and I'm prepar to do that I love that and then you know looking at sort of the business realities of what it means for you specifically to be encountering a very diverse population that you can do that um in Harlem that's really really smart to to look at it but you don't come at being yourself from an obstinate standpoint and you've already pivoted the company and um you know moving from the so sort of as a primary vehicle to your more technology um and walk us through that Insight walk us through cuz here's what I think people need to really understand what I think is really powerful about you is being able to hold these two ideas in your head I'm going to be me and I'm going to listen to the marketplace right and the ability to do both is I think incredibly liberating and I think for young entrepreneurs especially to hear that message of yes be you yes you need to know who you are but you're going to run a business you have to listen to the market I mean I think that the parallels are actually very similar um you know let's say a startup is like a you know I don't know a young like celebrity actor something like that like that's how I used to think of the socket it's just like super flashy super amazing but like are we developing the right way as a business are we actually asking the right questions of ourselves to make sure we have the longevity so that we're still getting rolls when we're you know 36 uh you know like um you know and I think for me so when I say you know I know who I am I guess the the unsaid portion though is like and then for the things I don't know about myself I'm open to finding out right and so I think the idea is to think about our lives as a constant research experiment um you know who I thought I was and what I thought I wanted um when I was 19 is is is to a certain extent similar you know now but there's also a lot of a lot of difference in the nuances in the details of the execution and I think what it is is that like we we all have a core that like is our soul that is our kind of ethos that we're born with that's that's our ethical nature that we get from our families and our friends and like our where we grew up that you know ideally and hopefully it's good um and I think that nugget that's always unchanging and you have to figure out who that is what you know what that is inside of you as soon as possible and I've always been a very reflective person I've always been someone who will ask myself you know every six weeks or so am I happy just and it's a really simple thing it's just like it's it's either the answers are either yes um or no and I mean that's you know what I mean and if it's a no it's like okay well am I doing things that while right now maybe I'm not like blissfully happy are working towards something that I know will make me happy you know what I mean like and am I generally happy with the idea of the tradeoffs that I'm making right now or that I have to deal with you know does that make me happy um and if that's a yes it's like okay cool but if it's still a no it's like stop everything no this doesn't make sense um and so I've always been the kind of person who would check in again because I feel like do you have a system for that like where you literally just say every morning I'm going to ask myself this or no I mean I mean I think there are two systems I really have uh one is that I like to make a to-do list almost every single day except for weekends when I just feel like doing nothing um you need everyone needs rest but uh ever since I was 19 and uh you know I made the mistake freshman year of college of going in and having no goals freshman year you know I actually did horrible in class uh because I didn't know my goals of what I wanted to achieve academically um I let my body fall apart I just I let my I lost myself and because of that I realized that I'm the kind of person who needs to work to know herself um and consistently keep track of who she is and what she needs um and so and okay also like the high level it's like when they tell you hey so we're going to need you to leave school because like you know your grades are bad and then like your Nigerian parents are like so we're going to need you to leave our home no they didn't do that they didn't do that but they were just kind of like it was more like just the look The Silent look of disappointment it's the worst any Nigerian kid would tell you like I'd rather get arrested than have my mom's disappointing look um but so with that you come back you're like okay I need a solution um and so I started doing two simple things one was the check-in which I do just it's more like you can sense if you take some time to be quiet you can sense when you're not in equilibrium and then that's when you ask that's it like you should just running running running running running without taking a time to just figure your know where you are I mean then there's probably going to be other symptoms where you're just overe eting or overdoing this or not sleeping like you'll people will be able to tell you yeah you don't look Balan if you asked if you ask them so like that's the time to ask yourself and then the second thing is a list and the key thing about that list it's always more than what I could ever reasonably accomplish in that day because I like to push myself you always end up accomplishing still more than what you think and I I like to never feel satisfied with myself and I've been doing those two things for 10 years and that's why I'm here I love that yeah staying unsatisfied is something that I think a lot of people don't they don't know how to balance that because they think if they're unsatisfied that they'll be unhappy with themselves that it's somehow corrosive but really I find that that virtually everything I've accomplished in my life is because I'm always unsatisfied and that whenever I set a goal by the time I get to that goal I've already set another goal that's farther away and I am constantly moving the goal post myself yes because that keeps me going it keeps me hungry it keeps me pushing because like you right it's not about the money right and the one promise I can make anybody you're going to feel exactly the way you feel today about yourself you will feel if you even if you earned a billion dollars right you'll whatever insecurities you have all that like money can't touch that [ __ ] it's like a black hole that you're filling with the wrong things I mean and again I try not to be too prescriptive in what people you know I can only speak for myself and and what I understand in my limited number of years on this planet about life but I don't think there's anyone who said on their deathbed so glad I made that billion dollars like whatever I don't think that's the thing can I I'm going to push you on that a little bit and the reason is I I think a lot about this because we've chosen not to have kids so I often run the scenario of okay when I'm on my deathbed everybody tells me I'm going to be thinking about the people in my life and all of that so I'm going to have that moment where for sure I'm going to be some part of me will wish that I had had kids like I can already put myself in that position and I can get it but I don't want to live for that moment right so we all have faith cycles and things we go through like right now I will tell you this company would not exist this impact theory is the deepest reflection of what I want to do in the world and it is only possible at this level because I made money and if I hadn't made money so I am literally thinking thank God I made that money because now I'm able to do what I like my whole life has been building towards this moment my whole life is about the reason that I mentioned Riri Williams in the beginning is I believe that there's a we are going to usher in a movement where people really understand pop mythology and understand how to become you because of it that there is some girl right now because of how we're going to bring things in and fuel that kind of Mythology and all the stuff that we're going to wrap around it that a young girl who did not believe that she could become you is going to become you because she read a comic book that really espoused the kind of philosophy that you've cobbled together over the years to become that but nobody's handed it to them before and said this is real like don't read this like a comic book read it like it's real but to bring it back so all of that is is only possible because I made the money so I think there's something more interesting I think and you'll correct me if I'm wrong but I think there's something that's more interesting that's driving you there's something more interesting that keeps you on the sort of compass of of who you are and who you're becoming and I want to talk about your concept of thinking outside the boundaries right so how did you not let people Define you because you literally there are so many boxes people are trying to cram you in but you're a real human like how have you oh gosh shucked all that off I mean so it's interesting right like so to your first point about you know needing resources to accomplish what you want to accomplish I think that that definitely makes sense I think it goes to the idea of like saying like sometimes there are you're doing things that are hard and exhausting and not fun and aren't in the moment making you happy but you're fine with it because you know why you're doing it and that's fulfilling and um I think for me like when I think about everything I've been through with Uncharted play and all the work that's still ahead because I know that if I am not I like to call it snatching economic edges so like when you snatch someone's edges it's like with the Precision you're able to snatch like an edge and just like it's it's a black thing but it's just like it's like it's like it's just like o gotcha like you know what I mean like I want to like you know there are some people in this world right now that I'm just like I want to snatch your edges you know what mean oh you want to like especially in our government right now oh I just want but I'm like oh but the way to do that to me the way I believe I am most suited to do that is economically like to me it's like you know what like I'm not force I don't I can't march I can March but I can't march forever like it would be like I can't like I I'm not that artistic with the signs like my signs would be a little lame what I can do is very quietly figure out how to control the energy systems you know in the world and like and be able to figure something out but and the idea there though is like I don't think I want to just do that because it's like oh great now I'm powerful now I don't know now whoever will like me it's more just like no like I cannot let the Next Generation come into a world where you are the Paradigm I cannot I it just there's something in me and I think okay so like why have I have I been able to just stay in who I am and not be trapped and it's true I always kind of bring things back to my parents um you know they're what they knew for sure was that education to them ucation was the way out you know um and that's why I believe that Nigerians collect degrees like we just collect them and it was my older sister who was the one that said yeah I'm not going to take classes over the summer I'm going to do an internship they were like internship and she's like internship you know what I mean like I don't know where she got the balls to do that but I didn't have to fight for that like I didn't have to like come up with some magical way to convince them that like it's not just education you need experience you need to understand X Y and Z and so I came into it with this like with this great opportunity and that's the reason why I always think it's important for even people who can say listen you know I I run a company out of an inner city or you know I'm a woman or you know I'm I'm I'm a black person I'm daughter of immigrants but I still had the privilege of this like no one is anywhere without somebody helping them um and we just we're too quick to tell our stories without including those people in it and and I I think I'm I'm lucky cuz there are a lot of people who have paved the way who have come before me who had to learn things and teach them to me with a quickness um and so I think in a weird way I was able to stay Who I Am by being open to learning about who I am from those who had been working to figure out themselves as well and I I think it it takes a certain sense of humility to be willing to to listen to those people but also I think it it takes a certain tense of uh a certain sense of like um logic I guess and just like Dynamic thinking to realize that what they're telling you is simply part of your full concept of yourself not the all you know not the total of it and that's one thing I think I do pride myself um in being able to do well I'm I can hear the the advice of a lot of different people and say okay thank you thank you thank you this is what I want to do um and I'll stand by it I will never blame someone for my decisions I I just no it's my life I love that I love that in fact I got to shake your I love that that's powerful beyond measure and most people get tripped up and um yeah so that's being able to take ownership for your mistakes especially and and say you know look this was my choice I made it um it keeps you in the driver's seat which is why I'm so obsessed with it so you have this concept called Thinking Out of Bounds how do you teach people how to do that yeah so uh Thinking Out of Bounds came from this idea when I when people would ask me like you know back when we first started out um creating energy generating Sports Products right so now we're creating infrastructure level energy systems that can harness power from motion right so it's like from everything from floor panels to Furniture to power Lighting systems and Wi-Fi but where we started was just with the soccer ball uh you know being Nigerian pulling from the experiences I had in Nigeria with my cousins and a lot of people asked me when it first came out how how do you think out of out of the box like how did you get this idea how did you make this thing happen uh and it was funny because I would say well I didn't even know what the parameters with the Box were like I didn't know this was a box like I am not a trained engineer um you know and the unfortunate thing I think sometimes about the way engineering is taught is that you're you're you're kind of pushed to you're kind of you're kind of pushed to scare yourself away from the bounds of what might be impossible um you you are afraid you are taught to be afraid to be wrong that I know um and so you will do everything you can to make sure you're right which is awesome and you see this amazing work ethic and this m amazing precision and the way you know Engineers will build things but God forbid they say something that's wrong and I'm happy to being wrong I'll say something be like blah I'll be like sky is green no it's not okay good to know I thought it was green Moving on but just in case it is green hey the sky is green today like look at that look who said the sky is green you know so but that that ability that freedom to just kind of fluidly be comfortable with your thoughts whether they're right or wrong because you know as long as you're coming from a place of logic can you teach people that can you give them the confidence to not be afraid you know we're trying to so we have this really cool curriculum called think out of bounds um and it it's actually something we distribute when we're Distributing our soccer balls and our jump ropes um and it's designed to teach people how to invent with limited resources and so the idea is how can you build someone's creative confidence you know because ultimately Thinking Out of Bounds is about creatively working outside of the realm of what is known out of the realm of what's proven out of the realm of what you believe to be right um and considering things like that in a very flexible way we it the hard the older someone is usually the harder it is like you know because they're more dogmatic yeah they're more just kind of like well listen my my life experiences have told me X you know um but actually let me rephrase that cuz it's usually not their life experiences it's usually what they've read so I'll go to like an electrical engineer and I'll say I know that like you know a diode needs to be here but you know entertain me here what if we don't put one in they're like well you know you'll see them like like it's impossible like you know what I mean I'm just like but is it have you ever tried it you know you know let's see like and I'll say these things that you can tell they're just like this she's crazy I see you [ __ ] crazy and I'm just like yeah well you know you took the job you should have known what you're getting into um um but like then I you you'll start to push them and like you'll see and I'm like listen if you take the knowledge you have and then be willing just to kind of play a little bit you know outside of the bounds like you just the key is step by step though question because I have experienced this so many times I'm so with you how do you approach it in when it's you on that end and somebody comes to you with a crazy idea what do you do mentally internally to be open to that or are you open to that so I think the first thing I try to do is just the thing I was mentioning earlier where like instead of kind of like what I've been told to be true or what I've read to be true I first say okay well do I have any personal experiences that I'm just like almost in my gut it's almost like you have to fight the intangible with the intangible in my gut here's why I just like don't believe that makes any sense um and then like you know we have a really interesting kind of I don't want to call it a Pastime but I guess for the sake of not having another word a Pastime in my company where I'm always saying listen conflict fight back I'm saying this put together your thoughts logically and come back at me like I want you to convince me that I'm wrong like find the holes in my argument find the Gap in my thinking um and we'll go I like to go Toe to Toe um but I think for me what I personally do like in general to be open to these things is like this is going to sound really weird I'm very wary of knowing too much about any one thing that is really like I'm really so like I I will know enough so that I can execute if I have to so that I can manage someone in that space so I can advise that person in that space But I am very wary of becoming so obsessed about one specific thing that because when you know too much it's hard to conf it's hard to distinguish between your personal feelings about something and what you've read you will take what you've learned and it will absorb you and become your way of thinking it will just overly Encompass your way of thinking and there'll be no space for that weird you know could the sky be green question cuz you your mind is full of the facts so I I try to leave enough space where I could just fill it with nonsense and you know and that nonsense is inspiring to me um and that that's hard again Engineers they have to take so many classes they have to do so many hours of studying so they end up pushing they barely have enough space for that information to say at least for to have 10% space for nonsense and so yeah it's it's it can be hard but when you start at a younger age with someone um they start they they they're able to figure out how to always leave room for that and it goes back to the story about the tooth fairy my parents left a little space for the story about the tooth fairy and so I'm able to learn a lot about a lot of things and still be like but also the Tooth Fairy can exist like that that I feel so lucky that I um I have that experience God I really hope people are listening to you right now because there's this really cool concept that you're putting wonderful words around which is an expert is somebody who can tell you exactly how things can't be done and I have that same fear that you have of becoming that expert of thinking know so much that I don't stay open one of the questions that I wrote down for you um that we're already talking about but like how your company is so Innovative and how you keep Jesus it speaks for itself but how you keep an open mind how you train your staff to keep an open mind and I love that it's something as playful as the tooth fairy and and look I get it you've really you know brought it back down to earth which with what's actually going on which is leaving yourself open and the wonderment of not knowing and it's just but it's been formalized people will be afraid like uncertainty is scary new information is scary change is scary um and everyone has a different way of handling that you know everyone has how do you manage change like your company's been through yeah in the company I will pivot when necessary I'm like oh no dead end wo right you know do what you got to do and I will I I can take new information and adjust the plan immediately and have no qualms about it and just move move move and the way to balance that is that outside of work I really like things to be stable you know I like to date nice guys I'm not I've never been attracted to the bad boy why in the hell do I want to be with a bad boy what why it's like I don't know if I'm going to call you bye like I want the dude who's like here's some flowers thank you honey you know like let's go to the movies no problem are we too boring no we are not too boring this is wonderful this is everything you know like I I like stability in those ways like that's um everyone has their thing and and that's what helps me cuz yeah you do need to have a balance you need to have something that you can count on you need to have that that poll that you can go back to when everything looks crazy that you can reach out to to hold on to um and so yeah that's that's how it works for me and if I didn't have that I think I'd be much more afraid of chaos at work all right well for somebody who likes uh stability outside of work why do you box oh oh okay well that's okay so I mean so there's like the so there's there's like the feminist answer and then there's the nerdy answer and they're both true all right let's hear them both um so from the feminist answer like I like to be strong respect I like to be strong I like to I believe in mental strength spiritual strength and physical strength I think a lot of women don't lift weights and I don't know why because it lifts your ass which is awesome okay like do do your squats do your squats do your squats there right to the camera I love it um you know like and it's just like it's dope you know you live in the city you got to carry your groceries at Le before all the delivery things you got to carry your groceries to your home that alone made you want to get in the gym and it's like what weight what weight is um seven bags from uh rest you know what I mean like you you want to make sure you can carry that like you um and so I like to be functional like I like to have functional strength like it's it's kind of fun to think about also you know when you're in a world where bad things happen to women um to know that it's like all right well like you know I don't know what's going to happen but like you know I want to look like I want if if a if a if a predator is walking by I want him to be like I don't know if I'm going to win this fight and just walk by I want him to look at me and be like you know this is a tossup and just keep walking exactly you know what I mean like so that I think is fun um from the from the nerdy side of it though um there was something you know I the idea of being like a ninja or like a superhero oh yes my friend always just seemed really cool like you would watch these movies you know and just see people do like these dope things and you're just like that's cool like that's exciting um and yeah it's like so learning a skill like kind of felt fun I like developing skills that really you know um expand my mind and expand the way I can use my body and I had never done this before my mom would have never let me I think that the third the third thing for me too is that I realize that boxing is actually a really great analogy for business um like boxing is inherently reactive and active and you have to have your strategy but constantly be realizing that your strategy will change in the manner of a second because once you've done one thing they're now they've now adjusted and are about to make everything that you've want it's almost like chess in a weird way um where the pieces the pieces are the punches which I think is better because like running a startup is is painful it's painful when you're sleeping on the floor and you're you know it's not chess it's boxing right um and so for me when I think about where we're going into business now playing in very Dynamic Industries very scary big Industries I can't just have my plan be like here's my plan for 2017 it's like here's my strategy for 2017 um and I am prepared to do what it takes to stay alive like I what I tell my investors is like all you need to know is that I will be standing at the end of this match that's it and like if I have to all of a sudden you know do an uppercut that I've never done or like switch to Southpaw out of nowhere hey I'll do what I have to do cuz I'm going to win this fight in the end say whatever you want to say about someone's fighting style if they won they won you know what I mean and like and that's what I love about boxing it's like it's not only that it requires you to think on your feet and and and also be very very light on your feet very delicate like if you plant your feet and they come around you like it's it's it's just like if you plant yourself in your ideas about your business you will lose um when you do make that mistake you feel the pain you don't just think about the pain you feel it um and so yeah it's cool that's awesome that's a great answer all right I have one more question but before that where can these guys find you online sure sure so you can go to u-play doco u- pay.co um and you'll see all the stuff that we've been doing uh with what we like to call our Legacy products so like how we're actually working to uplift 1 million kids around the world over the next four years by using our think out of bounds curriculum and our socket ball and our energy generating jump rope the pulse to inspire 1 million students from income poor um communities to realize that they are the future they're going to be the next Einstein and backing those ideas if you go to u-m more. um that's m o r.co you'll learn about the core technology that's inside of the soccer ball and the jump rope and that we're using to bring power to communities across Africa and soon all around the world from everything from flooring to Furniture so that's the two big ones um if you want to find me and just kind of like follow my random life on Instagram you can find me at Jesso Matt Jesso Matt J SS o M A TT uh and I think yeah you can find me Instagram Twitter I do random stuff on Facebook sometimes Google me that way but yeah no I mean we we try to keep it real or you could just come to Harlem probably see us walking around I'm always walking around you know uh yeah yeah we're come to Harlem that is the best come to Harlem Harlem is not that big you know just be like hey where's that Energy company at you know like oh over there yeah nice yeah yeah all right last question what's the impact that you want to have on the world um for me the impact I want to have on the world I know I you know for me when I all started this whole thing and um what really kind of originally drove me it was really about self-actualization and creating systems and products that streamlined the way people could self-actualize in their lives you know kind of making the journey as valuable as the end end result um that's something that's still really huge for me like how can we make sure people have just like really happy fulfilling lives but I think more specifically now given a lot of the things that have happened in this world over the last few years are really rather a lot of the things that have been brought to light they might have always been happening um you know I I hate feeling it's there are some things no matter how much you believe in yourself that just suck especially when you're a black woman they just really like there's like for example it sucks feeling like no matter who you hire you know because they a young black woman they're going to ask you things that they would never ask an older white guy for there's there's no respect they feel like Rodney Dangerfield I can't get no respect you know what I mean hey that's an 80 I'm born in 88 I can still make that that's impressive you know um but uh it's and and then when you think okay well let me hire people then who look like me we as black women we as women are not awesome to each other I mean Girl Hillary knows Hillary knows people just I hey you know but like I mean black women came to vote for you though we came out we came out um and it's it sucks it's hard and it's one of those things where it's like we live in in a world that's so complicated that it's not not enough to just say oh well one of us succeeded or there's one example like it's going to take so many different things happening to really shift the way we not only learn how to love each other but learn how to love ourselves you know what I mean like as women as women of color as black women um and I I want to make a significant step forward in that direction like I want want my daughter to enter a world where there she doesn't even have to explain oh well I know I'm different but here's my competitive Advantage like if there's a pattern matching that people are looking for in in in the tech space they're they're looking for either a Mark Zuckerberg or Jessica Matthews then she can just come out and be like yep duh obviously you know what I mean like that that would be awesome like I want it to be that like when I'm flying through what if I'm flying first class aren't like assuming I'm Venus or Serena that's it it's just like oh like literally they be like I came I thought you were Venus but and now no you're not so what is it that you do and it's like and when you tell them energy coming they're just like oh you know what I mean and it's like I want this to be like ah indeed like Jessica Matthews of course of course okay there's more than we can do then that you know I just I want to expand the way we think about black women and like I mean that all I you know and what we think young women can do what we think people on the East Coast can do um because it it sucks
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