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C6U8-736aGM • Why Success Isn’t the Answer | Mike Posner on Impact Theory
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Kind: captions Language: en how much the stuff you do how many of your so-called goals you know are just there cuz you're scared of being alone in a room you're just making them up to feel productive the only wrong way to do a day is to believe there's a right way to do a day you know it's to waste your time worrying about if you're doing it right everybody welcome to impact Theory you're here my friends because you believe that human potential is nearly limitless but you know that having potential is not the same as actually doing something with it so our goal with this show and company is to introduce you to the people and ideas that will help you actually execute on your dreams all right today's guest is a grammy-nominated singer songwriter poet rapper and music producer who has written hits for both himself and a star-studded cast of artists including Pharrell Williams Big Sean 2 Chainz Wiz Khalifa Avicii Nick Jonas and countless others his smash hit I took a pill in Ibiza dominated the global charts it was streamed roughly 1 billion times on Spotify and roughly the same number of video views on YouTube and reached the top 10 in 27 countries his songs please don't go and cooler than me have been certified platinum and double platinum respectively and the monster hit songs sugar which he co-wrote from maroon 5 and boyfriend which he co-wrote for Justin Bieber together have been viewed over 3 billion times on YouTube alone but what makes his story so interesting isn't just the insane level of success it's that he gained it all lost it and then managed to gain it all back after the explosive success of his freshman album he struggled to make another hit in fact he recorded two sophomore albums both of which his label refused to release and he was ultimately dropped from the record company and slid back into obscurity totally disillusioned with Fame and the trappings of success but convinced he had more to give he embarked on an incredible journey of self-discovery that led him to transcendental meditation solitude India the Landmark Forum and whole lot of truth he gave away most of his possessions bought a van lived in it and traveled around the country playing music for free and not unsurprisingly this period of introspection found its way into his music and from that the mega hit I took a pill in Ibiza was born now with a bigger platform than ever he's not only making amazing music he's sharing what he's learned along the way so please help me in welcoming the author of teardrops and balloons and the host of the podcast what does this all mean multi-platinum artist Mike Posner thank you so much for coming on the show man do it feel like I can just leave now just mic dropping boom if I got yeah call it a day now man that was think honestly that the funny thing is and I get that response frequently from people and the truth is I'm literally just trying to find the the honest through line of you it's powerful because when someone sees you in a way that you don't necessarily see yourself you can start to see yourself that way so that's being conceptually right then like 30 seconds ago you said a few things one like you added up the number of the songs I've written for other people and how many some bit like billion I have no idea 3 billion that's just you yeah I had no idea and then secondly you said with a with now with a larger platform than ever which is true but I never thought about that until right now so you acknowledging me is it's changed my concept of myself it's a it's actually really interesting and I know exactly what you mean and what I found so interesting diving into your story was how you've really ridden the journey of self-discovery and I it what I love is when everything seemed to be falling apart you double down on you and figuring you out rather than doubling down on just music so that was pretty interesting were you consciously aware of like I want to find myself or was it just about peace like what was dry no I was I feel like I don't deserve much credit in the matter it more felt like I had to so here's what I mean you know I I put out my first record and the first single I put out from the record was a song called cooler than me and it like exploded and I'm like 22 or at the time ish and I thought oh great this is what happens when I put out singles like it's just incredible because it was my first one and my concept of myself like who I actually was for me was popular young successful like yeah successful artist young young gun and fast forward a year to later though like I couldn't deny that those the words didn't describe me anymore like everyday I was becoming less popular I was becoming less successful and I feel like I was forced to ask the question if if that's not who I am then Who am I you know and it's really a privilege to ask that question I had I try to try to remind myself of that and talk about on my podcast a lot which you know typically we you know we all know the cliches you raise to believe like money or success or notoriety or attention from the opposite sex will like fill you up and solve all your problems and people always told me my whole life that's not the case you know like I heard with my ears in my brain but I didn't really believe with my heart and I didn't like really live a life that reflected me knowing those things so I had to find out for myself so what I do like all the people that told me money can buy happiness in my head I would say you just haven't made enough money yeah like I'm gonna make more than you and then I'll be happier than you and so I had to find out for myself and it's a privilege to at 20 to make money achieve those get attention from the opposite sex achieve notoriety and realize hey I actually feel exactly the same I didn't really feel worth I don't think it really made my experience of life worse but it didn't make it better which was scary because I really thought it was going to and so now I have the privilege of asking if not that then what and I don't know the answer yet how do you even embark on that like that is such a big question like that's in some ways that's more daunting to me than if somebody said I needed to break into the music industry doubt that at least seems more straightforward like okay I'd start a YouTube channel I'd learn the music obviously that'd be a good start for me but you play you put it out there you know what I mean you hope you attract an audience but answering the question of what does this all mean like where did you start I was between write like I was kind of during this period and I went to the studio with my friend Big Sean and I know he dropped people's names on the photos read your thing you're gonna be dropping a lot of names today so yeah okay crazy it's just like you we live in LA like you meet people but I want to distinguish Sean from like unusual name drop because Big Sean and I were friends in Detroit like when we were both 18 and of high school we met before either of us had any success and he used to come to my mom's house we'd make music in my mom's but he caused my mom mom you know like when you played his first like homecoming show and he Troy like parents were in the front row that's cool so it's like a real it's kind of different anyways as a long introduction to the actual story which was I'm in this I'm in this sort of down period and Sean invites me to the studio in LA now we both live in LA so I go to the studio and this guy's just like glowing you know in his career after like years of stagnation his career is taking off got his first hit and he's won at this like when I'm saw him in the studio he was one of those guys where you just felt good at being around so I just like I went back to studio the next day with I think what's going on with you what's up with you he's like you gotta read these two books first one was the alchemist and the second one was asking it is given by Esther and Jerry Hicks which is like kind of out there that book but it's all about the law of attraction and Shaw now if he still does we used to carry with them everywhere oh and it's like the cover was all like worn and like it's a serious book and is about basically you get what you think about and that light I think that really set me off so I started yes I like exploring different belief systems and I still AM and and did you find that that was alleviating some of the because so I went through similar ish not not sort of a have and then lose but I'm in film school thought of myself as an artist very much thought I was gonna break into the industry I had created so you there's basically three big movements in film school and first of all getting into film school statistically at USC it's harder to get into USC film school than Harvard Law so getting in I was already like I'm the man and then I did very well in the first two movements and then there's a fourth thing that you do we're only four people in the entire class get to direct which is called a four eighty and so it's like really coveted everybody wants to do it and I had done so well in the ones leading up I got selected as one of the four and so I just thought this is it man I'm gonna direct this film I'm gonna get the three picture deal when I graduate it's all gonna be set like everything I've ever dreamed about it's about to come true and then I completely [ __ ] up the film and it is just embarrassing it's so embarrassing in fact I steal the master so that it could never be seen again and then I'm lost I've graduated now and I have no idea where I'm going and so beginning to pursue self-development was really an act of self-preservation it was me I felt so like claustrophobic make in that sense of like I failed I am a failure I'm not good enough I'm not smart enough and that this is forever it's like a death sentence is exactly how it felt and I remember the time at the period my life I would just lay on the carpet in my apartment I was too poor to afford furniture and so I just lay on the carpet and the thing that got me getting back up was finding things anything books songs everything that had some sort of sense of you can do something with your life like you can change your circumstances so alleviated that that sense of oppression that it got me going again is that what was starting to happen for you in that period yeah also thing is just like kind of exciting to look at life the way that those two books like presented and it's still like it's a it's another lens through which to look at like reality it was more fun to think I'm the author of my life and I can and I have a save by what I think about and what I do it by what happened I control what my outcomes and what happens thing it was like more it was exciting to like try out I found it in my in it's so far to really be true and that you are the author of your own life yeah and I think that I always believed I was going to another like wave in the music industry during that time I visualize like playing on Jimmy Fallon you know and then like a year to later I was on Jimmy Fallon playing so if you can author your life and make it whatever you want like what's the plan what do you hope that it adds up to mmm that's a great question and it changes daily you know definitely like a family children that's something that I I wanted for a long time but I would I pretended like I didn't because I thought I couldn't do like I couldn't do my career and that at the same time and then I realized I made that up that I can't do those at the same time somewhere along the line and so I think that's like that's one of the things I have a more gargantuan goal I'm working on now it's sort of like so impossible it might be possible which is to have the entire world observe International Peace Day I find it very interesting and very relevant to what you've gone on that your obsession is sort of thinking about how we change our perspective on ourselves on other people one of the things in researching you that I found really interesting was your time at Landmark and me to tell you tell tell us about that and then specifically the part where you were saying that you'd created this story about yourself as a kid yeah so like we've talked about been doing a lot of like work on myself I'm meditating everyday I'm reading like the Bhagavad Gita's going to India and I've done all these things you know meditation retreat I'm Network around us and I had a couple friends that mentioned they've done this thing called the Landmark Forum in it and then they got a lot of it so like if I have three friends tell me somethings like good I'll try it out you know so I go to this like office building there's like white woman leaving it was like kind of like an NSYNC microphone and honor thing and she's like all right now we're gonna this is gonna change your life I'm like oh it's not and we're gone through it's three days long and fall days like 9:00 a.m. to 10:00 p.m. your breaks to eat but like otherwise you're in there and she's saying all this stuff like I know this I know this I know this I know this I know that already and by the end of it I realize like I think this thing like really worked somehow but the your question like there's the first thing they were distinguished in there's there's a difference between what happened and your story about what happened so in my case like I was I was on the basketball team in high school and I didn't play on the basketball team I rode the bench and 3/4 of the way through the season I built up all this courage I'm meeting with the coach in his office and I said coach why don't you ever play me and he looked at me and he goes don't play you because you're not good enough and in the moment I tried really hard not to I started to cry and I was embarrassed I was crying and then my head I said he doesn't know how special I am and I'll show him and so what happened was he said I wasn't good enough which was true I wasn't good enough to play so I didn't play you know he didn't like have some like personal thing against me that's what happened my story about what happened was he doesn't understanding me he doesn't see how good I am and I'll show him and not only that no one understands me that's how I was living my life and it took this lady in an office building liked it for me to see that so what are some of the the bricks that have been transformational for you so obviously going to the landmark realizing the story that you tell yourself about yourself is important and that you really need to take ownership of that the very fact that you are the author of your own life that seems like it was another big one I know that you did this seven-day retreat of total isolation which sounds so painful and then makes me think God do I have to do it because I'm so afraid of it maybe but walk us through that you're by the way your podcast is phenomenal for anybody that really wants to get into like self transformation exploring the self it's really really impressive the episode around your time where you're reading your journals really unfiltered I thought it was super interesting and you had a couple like what seemed like pretty big moments for you that I think you've carried with you moving forward walk us through like what the experience was like and what those moments were you know you might remember more than me if you listened to it recently and that's one of the scary things you know it's some I think this stuff you is is a practice as much as I'd like it to be boom I got it and breakthrough moment I have it forever now I'm not sure it is so much a lot of this stuff I guess I shouldn't this was maybe another brick I'm gonna jump back what was that in January this year my dad died and then I knew my dad was gonna die he was sick for a while and one of the one that why it's a brick one of the gifts I got from him and dying was that it reminded me I'm gonna die too which of course I knew in my head but like really reminded me and made me look at this list of stuff that I was putting off that I was gonna do know when I'm when I'm done being popular I was gonna do this stuff I was like nice probably do that now so like on that list was like landmark on that list of like started podcast on that list with spending time in solitude I'm just gonna like do that stuff because it's calling to me so I Google like where or I can go for a meditation retreat that that's a lead and I think there's a lot of value to that but I was just curious like what happens when I'm totally alone so I found this place in Colorado is called Vitara mandala Buddhist monastery they have these like cabins that are each one is set up for you to be like totally alone so I give the monasteries guy Pema sweet dude eats like put your stuff in the back of the truck drives me up he's like here's the wooden stove here's like the axe there's a radio like if you're dying call us but if not like do your thing and he just left me and there was no like guidance minute he was just like see you in a week and there was a clock there but I thought well since I'm here I'll see what it's like without clocks do I put that in the drawer and I never took it out and so there's like a meditation cushion there and I sit on it close my eyes and the first thing my mind does it starts to make up tasks for me to accomplish so I'm sitting there it's like you know there's some spices that whoever was here before you left you should really like organize those and put them in like the right order maybe alphabetical and it's like you know you have an exercise they each play like run up that hill three times you know how many of your so-called goals you know are just there cuz you're scared of being alone in a room you're just making them up to feel productive there's a quote I think it's uh Blaise Pascal he says I might have a word or two off he says all of men's problems stem from the fact that he cannot sit quietly alone in a room it turns out and it's like really hard to do that I know [Music] about was that was one lesson you know and and there were period I want to glorify him and there are periods of like real boredoms not strong enough like despair when I was there I remember he said at one point you actually for a few minutes considered suicide as a reasonable option and that isn't and so like just one day I'm gonna get to it said I wake up one day this may be the day to in like I have my options I wake up I'm gonna go to the bathroom in the outhouse I'm gonna meditate I'm gonna drink water I'm gonna go for a walk yeah I can't decide what order doesn't like literally that because not no one else is there to talk to and no one so I'm watching my mind like that's the show and this is what my mind does all the time but I'm really noticing like that's how I live my life normally I can't decide what to do am i doing it right is the real underlying question and that that implies that there's a right way to do life and so that was like lesson two is the only wrong way to do a day is to believe there's a right way to do a day you know it's to waste your time worrying about if you're doing it right that's the only wrong way so then I then I decided tomorrow I'm gonna just do what I want the whole time it's our wake-up crack Adonis sun's not up yet you know and I look at everything around me is changing even the but like this body's different than it was a year ago even like the date like these fingernails are longer than they were when I got here I'm noticing everything's changing except for like the eye in me and I've tried to change that with the work and so you know people throw around that word like present like after present but then I realized how always will be present so the rest of my life we'll just be exactly like this so then the next thought was like well why do you have to live the rest of the life then you know what its gonna be like and how do you get out of the present I don't know if you can't so that's what I thought about well there's a knife in the kitchen here yet and I was like no you should probably just like sleep this one off dude and so I wasn't like really click I want to be clear I wasn't like really close to killing myself but I thought about I'm thinking about these things like the real heart of like existence like what it means to be alive and presents and what it means to actually be present like not in the future not in the past have you read Nelson Mandela's long walk to freedom dude read it you you will love the book of this I assure you and he talks about solitary confinement and what it does and he goes into this whole diatribe which as I was listening to your podcast I was just like oh my the human mind cannot deal with boredom like it is just wired to never allow itself to be bored and that's why the ultimate punishment is to put somebody into solitary a oftentimes they start hallucinating I was actually waiting for a story about you having some hallucinations and maybe because you had nature and all that and you were journaling that probably helped but when people are really really like locked down I started yeah that literally when there's no there's no transition from night to day like the human mind just is not wired for that so it's really interesting that that level of isolation had the which by the way those were the I'll say that to sort of key breakthroughs that you talked about in the podcast it's very very interesting to see that forcing yourself through that really crystallizes the sense of the I the version of me that's sort of reading the world and interpreting everything that's ever present it's everywhere that I go and so ultimately becomes the only thing that matters because it's the filter through which I'm going to experience everything in my life and then you also said that you know walking away from that I felt like okay it's easy to find peace in the mountains but now that my career is taking off again can I come back off the mountain back down into and can I still have that kind of piece I'm super curious like what's that experience like are you still striving as hard as ever to make great music because at one point you were saying that you wanted to win song of the year and album of the year at the Grammys like are these still things that you're striving towards and if so how do you balance the two of really finding that deep piece that I can totally feel you going for and have ambition that's a great question I'm starting to kind of just make peace with my ambition meaning not trying to get rid of it I try to get rid of it in fact I think that would probably make it works you know it's a part of me it's like embarrassed that I would care about like winning a Grammy and part of me really doesn't care you know but part of me really does so what do you do with that you know and so I think there's I kind of two schools of thought they were born and like it's possible to like work on yourself to extricate yourself from desire and I don't know how realistic that really is you know to not have desire if I got rid of that desire be something else you know maybe it's not necessary to get rid of my ego my my desires my selfishness which are all exist would make peace with them I think it's kind of go back to the law of attraction things like the more you focus on like I have this desire that I don't like the more you're gonna get that so I still make music I really like to make music it's really fun I'm not sure I could stop my it's tricky when you do something you love for a living and you're in you're successful at it you know which I'm blessed to be you are to do you are you after you get the success are you doing this because you want more success or you still love it what answers probably both people people myself included it's nice to be liked you know do I think like if everyone hated me I could figure out how to be happy yeah I'd like to think so all right so what I really want to know is how you express your drive so you learn to play guitar quite late in life I'm not mistaken so how did you go about that like as somebody who's taking guitar lessons that that's a big task especially if you can already create music other ways after the way my first sort of like wave of popularity had crashed you know I went from like doing concerts all over the world like taking my shirt off at shows was making more money than I deserved to like overnight kind of having like a completely open schedule and I just like a lone in my house and so it's kind of similar to the I guess solitude moment in a different way years before which was like um what I want to do you know do I even still want to do music because I don't have to you're just like nothing to do right now um it reminded me I don't know if I had heard at the time but it it reminds me of it was like the Steve Jobs moment where he just gets fired from Apple and he has this moment that hey I actually really even though I've been fired I still really love what I do and so he starts another tech company next and I felt like that even though like I'm not as popular as I was I still really love music and so I thought maybe I'll take just trying to get better at music I didn't know I didn't know how to play guitar at all I didn't not played piano at all so I just saw like minute all it takes like some piano lessons and I found this like you who became my mentor his name was Norman Henry Mamie mmm he became sort of like a father figure to me I just did exactly what he said I just got really into it and I went like that um and I will and I just same thing we could tell I'm a big believer in teachers you know big believer in teachers like I couldn't I couldn't get that good just like YouTube playing on my own I had that guy that relationship that I'm accountable to makes a big difference how do you find a great teacher um the best way is like you have someone else you trust who's good that recommends them yes my guitar teacher I found through James Valentine replacing room five he's like this is my teacher and he's awesome you know that's that's how I learned just practicing you know pride and ego we just gonna suck for a while you know but it's like you're get good it's it's it's easy to get frustrated like after a day's work I can't really worked hard on that but like if you do that for a month it's like it's crazy what you can accomplish speaking of hard work there's a great quote by Jay Z you think I work this hard to stay the same you've talked a lot about like in your change like when I think about even just the persona of you and like the boom chicka wow wow song to now the the change is incredible yeah you quoted Gandhi as saying I have no allegiance to consistency only to truth truth yeah there's a story round as he said I don't know how true it is but ramadasa tell the story about Gandhi that he was this is where the quote comes from that he was leading a march and there is like thousands of people following him and there were some particulars details like it's a holiday or something maybe something with the police or something and he decided this March is actually do more harm than good and everyone's concen liked it you can't cancel the March now like look and he said my allegiance is not to consistency is the truth and so he called off the March you know and I think that's important you know it's important and it's it's tough so like you got to reassess so now you have this additional layer which is success so for you to change could actually be really expensive like in a really real way how do you not get trapped by that for instance obviously to write another song that's in the same vein as I took a pill in Ibiza it's I'm sure everybody wants you to do that but then how do you stay true to where you are creatively like even mansions right like the way that you it you can line up your interviews and even if you block the hair and I couldn't see that you had green hair which you did for pretty much every interview you give on mansions but even if I couldn't see that I could tell literally from the first sentence this is a mansions interview like the way you talk like the the presents that you had everything was just different yeah and so you clearly have not been afraid to make pretty radical changes in the way that you present yourself like honestly today when I was doing the research I'm like I actually don't know who I'm gonna get I don't know if I'm gonna get podcast mic if I'm gonna get mansions mic you know if I'm gonna get sort of mainstream pop mic like that you're very capable of going and like these really and when you're in that Lane you're crazy consistent but then you'll be in the next interview and you'll be radically different and I'm like what the [ __ ] it's so it's so fascinating because it's an artist what I've read about musicians especially is their big torment is my fans my managers everybody they want me to the hit was here and to just keep being that and the irony is so this is full confession so Spotify just recommends music to me all the time right so as I began the research there were like three songs that I have of you and my playlist I didn't know were you I didn't know the mansion stuff was you I should have because your voice is so [ __ ] unique but it was so different than the other stuff that it didn't click and so when I started looking I was like Jesus even musically you're like capable of not only writing for people all across the map but even when you do it yourself it's wildly different and so while I'm a huge believer in change I love change but has an artist man [ __ ] like if I rolled up one day and just did the interview style totally different people be like [ __ ] like and I would be tense to do it because it's like I want a guest to know like there's consistency and you don't have to worry and you know you're gonna get so it's amazing I'm super inspired by it and I'm just wondered like how much of that is like conscious like I'm feeling this and want to express it and how much is like just you don't even think about it it's when I feel green I'd dye my hair green I think in the past I felt that everyone wants me to stay the same so I would overcompensate you see them saying I know instead of like just doing what I want to do I might do the opposite of what everyone wants me to do just to prove I am still autonomous tactically how have you dealt with people that like so you've even said like my parents for instance at times didn't like when I was changing so what do you do when it's somebody like that especially that you're so close to I got to do what I think is true to myself and the reality is if you don't do what you want to do because of what someone else says or what you think someone else is gonna say which a lot of times is in what they're gonna say you're gonna resent that person so it's gonna mess the relationship up anyways you might as well do what you think is true to yourself and real and what I found is by by doing that by expressing myself what I've gotten over the years of these these are these amazing relationships where people accept that I do that and now I have the space to do that and my fans now yeah I lose some along the way oh yeah I'm sure you know but a lot of the ones that I have now know they know for sure my next album is going to be different than my last one like that's what they're a fan of now I had this moment this this summer I was in a kayaking trip with my friends at the time I had this huge beard and one of my friends was like you got the beard man yeah he was like is that one brand and I was like dude I'm the brand like whatever I do that's the brand so I think that's how I deal with they just do like what I feel is true to me and in time like the people who really care like care to love me and in love is just accepting someone how they are right now and how they aren't right now that's what love is so the people that accept me how I am that love me they accept that I change I get that for sure I'd be very remiss not to ask about your dad and what you went through what were like what did you learn what did you take away how did that shift your perspective yeah thanks for asking it's one thing I'm learning my dad died about 11 months ago so coming up on a year one thing I'm learning is this this thing changes over time my dad had brain cancer so he was sick about 10 months where we knew he was going to - when you did die and in that time period I got to say goodbye I got to tell him why his life was meaningful in my eyes like what what he did for me the impact he had on me and I got to tell them it was okay to go I got and I got to tell him I'll be okay when you go I'll miss you but I'll be okay so so wherever you have to go wherever you have to do right now you have my blessing when my father passed away I didn't really feel I didn't feel sad I felt like my father a lot of my friends - my father's my father 29 years I'm not gonna complain cuz I know 34 31 and I had an amazing father you know and so I remember I remember his funeral and like we had all that the family or it to celebrate I just thought it was like the most beautiful day that everyone we love was here honoring dad and everyone I love is around me and I had a dad it was a celebration and the relationship I have with my mother now [Music] I went it hat if it wasn't for landmark and my dad done wouldn't have this relationship with my mom all right before I asked my last question where can these guys find you oh man it's all under my name Mike Posner I think I have yes like all this social media ones my name nice and simple mm-hmm all right what's the impact that you want to have in the world I'd like to start with that International Peace Day you know I think that if we could achieve that as humans and I don't want it to be my if that ever were to happen which I think it can it wouldn't be like Mike did that you know it would have to be a lot of people working on it and hopefully like I yeah I'd just be a part of it but yeah I think if that happened I would feel fulfilled like I made it made a difference I won't I don't want to die feeling like I didn't do I didn't give everything I had I got scared somewhere and I didn't try that idea so I want to start there and then if that happens I think of something else sounds good yeah awesome man thank you so much for coming on the show is incredible all right guys here is the astonishing thing about a story I love that the unimaginable heights of success that he's experienced have been born out of just an immeasurably deep self-experimentation process that is out there for everybody to watch and the thing that I find so interesting about him it's literally like he's experimenting with all of this stuff from doing the isolation to going to India to meeting with gurus interviewing Deepak Chopra I mean like on and on and on the number of things that he's done to self experiment on himself and he's making it all available both in the songs when you start listening to the lyrics you realized what he's up to the poetry is unbelievable by the way and I'm normally super skeptical about people saying that they do poetry check out his book tear drops and balloons it is incredible and he's about to launch an album where he's actually performing the poems in life concerts which having heard him perform one of the poems it's unbelievable his performances are as amazing as the poetry is in and of itself so check it out go on this journey with him follow his podcast it is incredible the way that he's inviting people into his world does he really does experience the self transformation to reflect back on it to share his journal entries all of it is so raw it's insane so if you've ever wondered about this stuff for yourself there are somebody right now going through all of it for you sharing it and sharing what's working what's not working it's absolutely incredible all right guys if you haven't already be sure to subscribe and until next time my friends be legendary take care what's up in packages if you've ever failed your New Year's resolutions we've created a free guide just for you the resolution reality checklist it teaches you how to write smarter resolutions so you will actually crush this year you can download it today at info impact Theory comm forward slash resolutions