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JNbUb6FOEKw • The First Step Is Defining Who You Are | Talib Kweli Greene on Impact Theory
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Kind: captions Language: en if you were going to write the playbook for people coming up behind you about how to become yourself i think is the most interesting way to ask it so not necessarily just how to become a legend in hip-hop but what path should people walk if they want to discover and define who they're going to become i think it's about your definition of success and in this capitalist system and in a system where whoever has the most toys wins the our definition of success too often is whoever has the most toys wins whoever is the most pop and wins whoever has the most likes on instagram wins and i think we have to change our definition of success for me success is doing what you love for a living it doesn't mean you're rich doesn't mean you're famous it doesn't mean you'll never struggle again it just means doing what you love for a living and if that's the metric then that's how you get successful and the closer you get to doing what you love or being yourself for a living the more successful you get [Music] hey everybody welcome to impact theory today's guest is one of the most legendary lyricists in the history of hip-hop jay-z famously said if skills could be sold lyrically this is the man he would be one of the most socially aware and politically insightful rappers ever to hold a mic he's remained a fresh and relevant voice for more than 20 years he's collaborated with some of the biggest names in the game including kanye west most deaf pharrell williams just blaze and many others internationally recognized for both his lyrical prowess and insane work ethic he tours roughly 250 days a year and has put out not only an astonishing eight solo albums but he's also created some of the most genre-defining collaborations of his generation including black star with most deaf and reflection eternal with renowned rapper producer high tech not one to be beholden to anyone else he also founded javadi media a company built from the ground up to be a media powerhouse that fosters and promotes music films and books for not only himself but other like-minded independent thinkers and doers so please help me in welcoming the man who is an integral part of the very fabric of hip-hop culture and artistry the activist and intellectual monolith to lib quality [Applause] well earned i assure you man looking at where you sit in the pantheon of hip-hop is really extraordinary and the fact that you've been doing it for so long with a voice that is not only unique but incredibly truthful to who you are and and what feels like to me where you want the world to go i think is really really interesting and so yeah for sure man the the thing that i am dying to ask is watching you create yourself and become somebody is is amazing how do you think about that act of becoming the person you want to be the act of self-creation it seems like it feels to me in both your activism and your music that you're encouraging people to be a better version of themselves and so how do you think about that um i said that's an interesting question i um try to visualize i don't know if that's visualization because visualization is seeing things that haven't happened yet but i try to often put myself in the mind state of a younger me and uh 20 years ago i just wanted to rap i just wanted other rappers to be like he's nice that's really all it's about like when i read jay-z's book um he talks about how the raps led to everything he's like you know i'm seen as a billionaire i'm seen as a businessman and internet but for me it was all really about those bars and and that's something that resonated with me and then when i was hearing you run down the things i've done i was like who the [ __ ] is that guy you know like i was like that that the person you just described i see myself sometimes is outside of that because i don't take stock of it um i'm just trying to rap good and the things even my business moves have been made so that i could be a better rapper i had no intentions of owning a label it's not my focus at all but that's just the smartest efficient way for me to be the best rapper i could be it's really interesting to me that people like you they meet that obstacle of the industry is not it's not the way you want it to be for sure and maybe isn't allowing you to move in the way that you want to move so rather than back off which i think is is the almost universal response to that obstacle is to create something yourself where'd you get that tenacity and the guts to say well [ __ ] it i'm going to do it my way well one for my parents my parents are are hard workers i come from a very hard working family and you know i'm not i'm not a conservative i'm not a pull yourself up by the bootstraps guy i understand how people are marginalized and why they're marginalized i understand systems of oppression but i also understand hard work and i understand the rewards of hard work and i understand that the reason why i value hard work is because i was blessed to be born into a household that values hard work a lot of people just don't value hard work because they've never seen it that's not a judgment that's just an observation and i just think you know it's the value of hard work and it's also being ambitious and just wanting this more than anybody you know i i want because i can't think of anything else that i i'd rather be you know um i ran into just recently i just ran into diddy walking i was i was walking out of a party he was walking into a party and um i was just like man this guy is always in the place to be um he's never been the best rapper he's never been a producer at all but he can still do a tour he could still go on tour and and and perform bangers perform hip-hop classics that are in in his catalog not because he's a great rapper but because he wanted to be on a stage more than most people so you're right most people run the opposite direction i try to run it towards the challenge one thing that you've said that i think is really really interesting i think you were speaking about young yachty you said you have to separate the moves from the the performer and i thought that was really interesting what do you mean by that like how can somebody move in a way that you respect um even if you're not into the music um i don't know too much about little yachty um you know i like a couple of his songs i don't know how his business moves i think what you're referring to i've said something similar similar to that uh about soulja boy um who you know this is a guy and someone could correct me if i'm wrong when they see this but you know for i think he came into the game sort of um manipulating the system there were music platforms where you you know you go and listen to justin timberlake you click justin timberlake you click 50 cent you get soulja boy you know soulja boy learned at a very young age 15 16 16 years old how to go viral in an era where going viral became the premium thing and so even now you got soulja boy out here talking about he doing interviews talking about i i had the greatest 2018 and everybody's like no you didn't you said but that doesn't matter he's dealing with a post-truth he's dealing with it's not whether or not what i'm saying is accurate it's not important whether or not you click on 57 actually get 50 is not important i'm going viral regardless you're going to be talking about me regardless um to the point where he got other viral youtube people wanting to fight him you know just so they could go viral you know um that part of it when this industry moved to a place where it's like oh no it's all about going viral i look at the people like the soldier boys and i learn from them whether i like their music or not i mean i look at artistry as a as a fraternity i look at it as we're all brothers and sisters in this together i know how hard it is to write one good lyric so if you can make one good song i'm giving you all the props in the world you don't got to be the great you have to be rakim for me to give you respect if you are creative i like soulja boy hop up out to bed i like that song you know zan i like the video when he jumps out the bed it's funny um but yeah i like the one he did with drake but i like the jay z and j electronica conversion better we made it um yeah his music's not for me and it's not supposed to be for me his music's for for kids that are more his age um what he was able to do in the business i looked at that as inspiration for me as a legacy artist to say well how do young people move in this space where lyrics don't matter and uh to label you on don't matter um how do you get yourself heard because the onus is on me as an artist the owners is not on the consumer i could sit there and complain about how the radio's whack and how no one buys real [ __ ] this and that that's that's uh that's meaningless that's pointless to do that the onus is on me to figure out inside or outside the industry how do i get my music to the people who want to hear it yeah i've heard you talk about that before and i find that pretty powerful the notion of um and i'll use my own words but the notion of deal with the world the way that it is not the way you wish it were and that doesn't mean that you don't try to move that's interesting that's interesting because one of my favorite quotes is hakeem that's you're exactly right that's that's exactly what i just described but hakeem arabi is a poet and a writer and a publisher and maoji and essentially he was he's he said that the measure of an artist is not someone who could just tell you how the world is right now but could tell you what the world c could potentially be like and i truly believe that i truly believe that even your most emo depressed artist is an optimist at heart you have to be to create art why would you want to put something beautiful in the world unless you had some sort of optimism um and so what i'm what i think you said about me was describing me as a tactician or describing my business strategy but i have to separate that from how i make the art you know because if i make the art in that way the art is going to suffer yeah i looking at you and i think the reason i was drawn to that comment in you is for me watching you move and watching your music there does seem to be a an awareness of both an awareness of how to move through the world how to become independent how to create your own label how to be a touring artist not worrying so much about going viral and to make a pretty extraordinary living to not have a boss i mean there's just a whole lot of incredible things that go along with that and the first moment in your story where i saw okay this is a guy with self-awareness who is making moves meaning there's cognition behind the choices that he's doing so ninth grade you get bounced out of school for basically [ __ ] around as far as i can tell you find hip hop you go all in you're not really worried about school your parents send you to a boarding school and the i think the sort of typical narrative in that is we'll get bounced out of boarding school as well but you don't and what was your logic behind i'm now going to get on a path that's going to take me where i want to go um i don't think i was thinking that far ahead of it i was you're correct to say i was really becoming invested in hip-hop in a very very passionate almost obsessive way before that i was passionate obsessed about baseball and i was a star baseball player in park slope brooklyn when i went to border school it was a different level of competition and i was a new kid there so i didn't get on the i had to play jv for a second which i didn't think i belonged on jv and then when i got to varsity i found you know i was just i wasn't treated seriously that was it was a basketball school there was like seven black kids there six of them that were there to play basketball i was i was not there to play basketball so they didn't really give a [ __ ] about the baseball team and so they didn't you know i just wasn't taken seriously as a baseball player and i found myself getting bored and really just wanting to be in my room listening to de la soul records and like counting the seconds like when is baseball practice gonna be over so i can go and that's when i realized that i really loved hip-hop more than baseball at that point in my life when i got to cheshire academy i excelled at it because it was very easy it's 100 and 230 kids in the school and academically i was just i was i feel like i was smarter than teachers and my cultural experience gave me a leg up on a lot of the students i i'm a kid black kid from brooklyn new york so i'm like i'm getting shot at and having rocks thrown at me from local skinheads but i'm also like the most popular kid in the school you know i'm saying because i know the new fresh hip-hop you know so it was like um i was able i learned what i learned in that school was how to maneuver and polite complicit white society and what my blackness really represented and i learned that if you make yourself indispensable to the situation that the rules do not apply to you at all because it got to the point where i was captain of the debate club and the blue key society and i ran the yearbook and i i directed all the plays so even when i [ __ ] up instead of me getting punished the way some of the other white kids would they would come and have a talk with me or they would have me see like a black guidance counselor or you know they were trying to do everything they could to keep me there because i'd made myself indispensable to the situation i love that so how do you advise people to become indispensable like how does one learn to do that that's an interesting question i never thought about how to make yourself indispensable i guess in hip hop i've done it by being closest to myself naming myself talib quali um my style is loquacious and this wordy is because when i first started rapping i was rapping i was uh had composition notebooks full of rhymes and i was trying to fit the rhymes to the beats i learned later how to write to the beat but my style developed from me trying to fit words where they didn't belong and there was a lot of early criticism of my rap style i was like he's all over the place he goes off beat he's too wordy but that's what made my style unique now no one could do it now 20 years later that style is what helped me to do this so i i guess my answer would be get as close to yourself and your self-expression as you can offer the world something that is unique to you that no one else has to offer i think that is arguably the world's best advice what you're asking people to do though is be insanely brave and insightful so now as you begin to piece through how you got there and admittedly like diving into your world there's one thing about you that i find really interesting there's just something burning inside of you and sometimes it expresses as this creative almost epiphany like for the listener like hearing you go through this stuff like the manifesto and hearing like how thoughtful you're thinking about things it gives epiphanies and other people and what i want to know is how do you develop the bravery to be who you are to really listen to yourself but also at the same time it's clear you've educated the [ __ ] out of yourself and your family is so deeply invested into education so i i don't know how you feel about this but i really feel like what makes us unique is not necessarily original thoughts what makes us unique is our the way we synthesize information so if you and i read the same 10 books we're going to walk away different people we won't walk away the same person because we do something different with that information most people they want they're they're taking in external information so they can assimilate right and so what i want to know is how did you take it in and say i mean was there no awareness that this is going to make my life harder by not assimilating um no i mean i think it's um first it starts in the home you know i come from parents who are active in sort of political and activist discussions and that's why they named me talib kwali and they named my brother uh jamal kwame um that in itself is a challenge to society um when i was a younger young man like a kid i recall teachers grown ass teachers giving up immediately on my name like you know you're you're you're in fifth grade for the first time and the teachers reading the names and and they get to my name and my name is t-a-l-i-b and those are letters in the english alphabet if you put them together they form things that you can make sounds with your mouth to say right but people are used to only saying things they've seen before so they see a name and what was looking like an exotic muslim name to them at the time and at you know these are people who were paid to educate people or paid to be authorities over children and all common sense goes out the window and it's how do you pronounce this top bill at but how do you it's like at least attempt i'm saying like um but the idea that we have in black communities that if you name your child a black name or african name or muslim name is going to make it harder for them to get a job um this is something that's very prevalent that's something i remember my parents getting critiqued for and something i remember people saying to me like oh you have a hard name that's something i became very very aware of very early in my life that oh there's something different about how i've been named and so it's made me move different i can't be no crackhead named tyler quality you know i'm saying like the name is it means seeker of truth and knowledge so just by how my parents named me set me on a path to wanting to live up to that name so that's really powerful so looking at the hip-hop game looking at how much money there is to be made in maybe not necessarily throwing the rock and hiding your hand but certainly in drifting away from who you are naturally i mean jay-z himself said i dumbed down from my audience and doubled my dollars they criticized me for it but they all yell holler it's like that that [ __ ] line resonated with me for sure as an up-and-coming entrepreneur i was like [ __ ] yeah like at some point you have to take your audience into consideration but then as you get into the space that i'm in now where you're sitting in front of a [ __ ] camera and you're talking about who you are for real then it's like oh god we're getting into waters right this [ __ ] is not going to be popular but it's [ __ ] true it's like when russell simmons says every billionaire i know is depressed and miserable you know um jay-z's very interesting example because i'm looking at jay-z now and jay-z has grown out his dreads and navy wears these fancy bandanas around his head with the dreads and i look at this picture to jay-z and i'm like that's exactly how i wore my hair when i was in high school jay-z looks like high school me and it's interesting to me because i've always said as a fan of jay-z before he said my name on a record i was always like yo jay-z wraps the way he raps because he's got to get the fourth quarter profits up for rockefeller at the end at the end of the fiscal year and the other artists ain't gonna bring it all in with all due respect to beanie siegel and memphis blink and all these wonderful artists they had they weren't doing the jay-z numbers so at the end of the day jay-z kind of for years had had to drop a record just to keep the label popping and i was like man what is jc going to rap about when he doesn't have to have the label popping and the answer is he's going to rap about tyler quality and the answer is he's going to rap about his baby blue and the answer is he going to rap about black economics he's going to rap about how much he's in love with beyonce he's gonna rap about he gonna do documentaries about uh you know people who are who died in rikers island he gonna you know he gonna buy nfc hustle albums that's that's who jay-z has grown into being um and it's been interesting for me to watch jay-z though is the exception to the rule not the rule the rule is you have to make a choice the rule is you either be a hustler or you be an artist and really should be a businessman an artist jay-z is the rare exception that his talents as an artist are equal to his talents as a businessman i am not that you're saying i may be maybe and subjective but i may be more of a talented artist to jay-z maybe i'm damn sure not more of a talented businessman to him but he like his he's man he's so good as a rapper like i don't have like he's he's jehovah he's the god emcee after rock him you know he's like jay-z is is my top five is a revolving door but jay-z always kind of holds the slot in my top five um and as a businessman it's like equal um but yeah i think that's why jay-z is such the perfect example for these conversations around business of hip-hop all right you ready for a thought exercise sure this will be interesting um let's say that you're going to live forever you still have to make money though but you are going to live forever no two ways about it um how would that change your life like what would you focus on would you reinvent yourself as a hip-hop artist and take over that game would it be more activism like you you now don't have to worry about ever running out of time well time is our most precious commodity right um i think i would walk to earth like kung fu that is a very unexpected answer i'm super [ __ ] intrigued why it seems to me that connecting with other other human beings is is true happiness um assata shakur talks about in her book the hardest thing about solitary confinement which she was in for seven years or so is not having human touch and how like the first time she touched someone after coming out of solitary confinement how that feeling was sort of too a static uh uh you know to sort of describe as like our connection is like we need each other we need camaraderie we need communion we need to be around and engage with other human beings or else we have no purpose in living and so if i had all the time in the world man i feel like i would walk around and get to know communities i've been blessed to travel the world up into you know dozens of countries most of them i haven't had a chance to see because i'm shuttled into a venue where i'm being paid to be in front of people who love to see me and that experience is all about me and then i'm shuttled to the next city to have that same experience so it's not i'm not seeing these places um the older i get like i tour more than any rapper but what what's starting to happen now as a touring rapper in my 40s is is when i book gigs i'll be booking like two or three days in a city like i'm trying to book like you know if i now like i book a gig and immediately i'm looking at who got the hot tub who got to where is the resort in the area like i'm looking at it as an excuse to stay at a resort somewhere like that's that's what i do when i book geeks now because what you know we'll stay in that resort is not quite connecting with the people that's more self-care um but even though i'm staying at the resort it gives me a chance to be in the city for a few days and i can go and deal with the local people and go and see what the food is like and what the culture is like and and get get that in my life and that's that's sort of where i'm moving to as i become older that's so [ __ ] interesting so the notion of human touch is something that i think is really fascinating and way under appreciated for people um i heard somebody just yesterday damn and i forgetting who said it but they said you're so connected you're disconnected and i thought yeah like i get that like when the most torturous part about being in solitary confinement is the lack of human touch which you can very easily take for granted it's interesting that you put your finger on that as something that you would pursue in terms of being in the community and then i'm not saying i want to go around touching strangers yeah yeah i know i just want to be in touch you know yeah and then the other part sounds like if i had to put it into just a word experiences how do experiences shape you well memories right we're all you know the collection of our memories we're that's that's that's who we are um and the interesting thing about memory is that memory is is has a has an inherent bias you're gonna remember things not how they were you're going to remember things sort of your perspective and your perspective is not always the truth you know it could be maybe your truth but you know um so we build who we are based on these memories that people identify by the music they listen to when they were in high school or college because that's when they were developing who they were so in high school college i was you know i was a nas guy i used to ride the train in high school and i would see somebody with like nikes and baggy jeans on and like a tommy hilfiger sweater and immediately i'm making a spiritual connection with that person because i'm like i'm that guy i'm like that guy that guy probably likes the foose niggens and i like the foosh nickens and that's who i am that's that's who i am and that becomes your identity and what happens is you remember that time as when you as when you were developing into who you were so you become an adult and you get to my age and you'd be like man nothing was better than 90s nothing was better than tropical quests and and the music and man the way these kids are dressing with these tight jeans and man nothing was better than how we dress and that stuff becomes you know rolls it looks rose through your rose colored glasses and you you start to forget that mob deep's music was hyper violent and biggie was super violent and super misogynistic because in your rose-colored nostalgia glasses that's real that's old-school hip-hop and they talked about positive stuff which is crazy it really is crazy how much we're a product of our time as much as our environment and like you said there's there's something going on in the brain when you were talking about memories i think that that's something that is ill understood with people and when you really start looking at the research and seeing how memories are are stored but when you access them you pull them out into working memory they are manipulated while they're there the things that your current mood or whatever is you're looking at that memory then change it and so when you put away the memory it's right it's fundamentally altered it's a living thing yeah exactly well said and so as you were talking about that i thought oh i wonder what word in your own life you would find um more interesting maybe the right way to say which one you move towards more evolution or reinvention like which one of those when you think about yourself which one do you either aspire to or naturally move towards i like both but i i would move towards reinvention only because of sort of the cultural uh sort of ramifications of evolution uh you know racism social construct and the race dropped into the conversation you know evolution and that type of science has been used to justify racist biases so even though i like to think that i evolve and i think people do evolve if you had to ask me to choose which i would choose reinvention so as you think about that and going back to you're now living forever how would you conceptualize that reinvention are you as you travel the world and you're encountering all these people and forming new memories and bonds and and being influenced by the lives that touch you as well as the lives that you touch um is there directionality to that like is there is there like a if i think about a buddhist or somebody who's really committed to meditating they're they're really trying to get beyond the trappings of iii right and that seems to be and i know that i'm oversimplifying but that seems to be sort of the end of a lot of western traditions is once you realize the self is an illusion then you step into something new and that's that's an interesting sort of end goal is there something like that that you have in mind whether as you talked earlier about getting power is it power to elevate to equality like what's that sort of um i know that calling it an end state will maybe change how you think about it um but is there sort of a higher calling to step into i mean i think that that's it i've i've had situations in my life recently where i've had to question myself and and just and arguments and debates i'm having with people and i'm like am i making this about myself or am i making it about the work and the point i'm trying to make and how much of my how much of how much of my ego should i let go and how much of my time which you were talking about earlier do i reclaim um because as someone who's who's achieved what i've achieved sometimes when people argue with me or when i debate people uh and i'm not talking about people like you who i have there's a mutual respect going back and forth but i'm talking about people who just don't respect me um you know they'd be like you know people will be like well humble yourself and you and it's like you're not owed my humility i'm not gonna pretend that i'm not me because you are uncomfortable with how mediocre you've been you know and i have to own that i you know there's i have to own who i am but how do i find the humility and and give it up to if god is your thing or if just the universe is your thing whatever it is give it up to sort of the higher spiritual purpose um but still reclaim my time and still stand on my my square um that's been the conflict of where i'm going to go because i'm moving out the space of i can't everything that i did that out because i was young i ca i could no longer be like i'm just a young man you know i'm i'm not a young man i'm youngish i would like to think you know but i'm i'm now at the age where i have to be the leader that i'm looking for you know with family events when you're at this age you look around and the older people are passing away you look around like oh no i got to plan a family reunion now and so um you know i just i think that that's the um you know when you go back to where you know knowledge wisdom and understanding like the knowledge is i had when i was working in a bookstore i had access to the knowledge i'm looking around i'm seeing all the books i'm taking in on knowledge and knowledge is making me say things like you know uh [ __ ] voting and now just making me say things like um you know whatever like things that i've that i've evolved on but then you have the wisdom who comes next and you start to apply the knowledge properly and the wisdom is when you start seeing me changing my career it's like i have this knowledge about how the music business is but then i have a wisdom to know to have to have to start my own label and the things i've learned from that now i'm starting to approach the understanding and i guess the understanding is moving away from yourself what is it that i did i have to contribute to the society um who is it that i'm looking at who's before me like the harry belafonte's who's after me like the nifty hustles you know where where am i in that and that's where really where i'm looking at yeah that's uh the the evolution of the culture the evolution of the individual that stuff to me is is really really interesting and i think you've been a powerful voice for um the individual needing to take responsibility for their own evolution you're certainly a very active voice in shaping the culture both as a talent and as a i don't know sort of the wise guidance you know as you talk about wandering the earth like kane it's you know kane was both the student and the teacher and i think that that's something that's super super interesting what is something that you hope people take away from the way that you move through the world whether that's you down in ferguson and saying i'm not just gonna [ __ ] tweet about it i'm gonna roll up i'm gonna be here i'm gonna be a voice that challenges i'm going to be a voice that reflects truth like what do you hope people learn from all of that and and will hopefully do as that up and coming generation well i think it's what you said before um about getting to the point where it's about the work and it's not about you activism is about for me personally food clothing shelter on the ground what are the people need because we're not going to solve racism with heady academic conversations we're not going to solve the world's problems with these nice lights and this camera and this wonderful wonderful interview you know we're blessed and privileged to even be here um but we have to we have to use these platforms to to sort of shine the light on the people who do the sort of food clothing shelter work and if i could be that because i don't i don't come from poverty i grew up in brooklyn i didn't grow up rich but i didn't grow up i never had to use food stamps i didn't you know it wasn't i didn't come from that i come from a very sort of privileged academic background well if that's where i come from how do i use that platform to uplift the people who didn't have uh the opportunities that i was presented and provided with and i think that's what i what i've tried to do i think that's why i gravitated towards towards hip-hop i realized that my writing skill and my access to knowledge was because of the parents that i was blessed to be born to early in my life i saw that hip-hop was poetry and i was like this is how i can connect to the culture because i was like a black nerd i didn't i didn't have a lot of black friends when i was a little kid not until i started rapping at junior high school that was like my introduction to black culture all my friends was was was i was living in park slope around a bunch of dominican and puerto rican kids and a bunch of white kids and um sort of like how don uh donald glover was on community it was like [ __ ] this noise i'mma write the blackest show i could write because black people don't know who i am and then i'm gonna make the blackest song i can make and i'm gonna tell them to stay woke because i want a black audience that's how i was in junior high school yeah it's interesting how you had a lot of self-awareness at that time to understand hip-hop to dive so deeply into that world to let it really begin to influence you then you go off track and you get back on track and and do it in a much more conscious way that is really interesting what are some lessons that like they say a fool never learns a smart man learns from his mistakes but a wise man learns from the mistakes of others what are some of the missteps that you feel you went down that if people could learn from they could avoid those mistakes um i feel like at the height of my career i should have been braver and going independent sooner okay you know i come from sort of um an indie community um lp from company flow and now run the jules um was an early influence on me as an artist and he continues to be he's somebody who has always found a way from official recordings to def jux to run the jewels to carve out a space for him to do what he wants to do professionally and never ever bow to the system and this is a guy that i have a huge amount of respect for but even though i knew people like that i believed the hype or i didn't necessarily believe the hype i wanted to believe the hype because you know like you said i didn't start out as want to be a conscious artist i want i started out want to be ella cool j you know or i want to be just a rapper like well it wasn't like i'm you know i want to be the best rapper um i didn't want to be the best conscious rapper um i wanted to have a song on the radio and have a hit that's what i wanted when i was a kid um at the height of that if i had made some independent moves at that height i would have been looked at the people my contemporaries like lp or tec-9 or certain other people um you know that would be a regret i i it's a hard question because i i try not to have any regrets i i don't live by that you have a philosophical stance about not regretting things because it made you who you are i do i kind of do but i guess regret is not the word um yeah that's even a hard question to ask because i wish i regret nah this is who who i am but we were talking about ifs earlier you told me if you live forever so in this hypothetical world we have the luxury and the privilege to discuss things hypothetically in this hypothetical world if i could go back it's not a regret but if i could go back i would go independent quicker okay yeah if you were going to write down a playbook and i know you are working on a book but more memoir yes memoir okay so if you were going to write the playbook for people coming up behind you about how to become yourself i think is the most interesting way to ask it so not necessarily just how to become a legend in hip-hop but what path should people walk if they want to discover and define who they're going to become i think it's about your definition of success and in this capitalist system and in a system where whoever has the most toys wins the our definition of success too often is whoever has the most toys wins whoever is the most pop and wins whoever is has the most likes on instagram wins and i think we have to change our definition of success for me success is doing what you love for a living it doesn't mean you're rich doesn't mean you're famous it doesn't mean you'll never struggle again it just means doing what you love for a living and if that's the metric then that's how you get successful and the closer you get to doing what you love or being yourself for a living the more successful you get they wrote a book about it a few years ago called the secret and they sold it and they sold millions and millions of copies of this book and if you read the book it was basically like do what you love for a living and i'm like that shouldn't be a secret yeah it shouldn't be a secret so why do you think it is why do you think that so few people are able to do that well because the game is to be sold not to be told and there's money to be made in keeping information away from people that's interesting so how do people growing up in that system how do they buck out of it is it uh there are certain google searches they should be doing going to a website you have a lot of books on your website i'm guessing those are highly curated yes like is it is it stuff like that finding somebody like you who's a curator of not only culture but wisdom knowledge perspective finding somebody like that latching on and sort of going through the reps yeah i think it's about that it's really about understanding your values though i think a lot of people especially in the social media era don't really understand what it is they're about people respond emotionally to things that make them feel good and so i don't think people are vetting the information that they're getting in online spaces and and i speak specifically the online spaces because this is where we're spending the vast majority of our time if we're not on instagram or twitter or facebook we are ordering ubers or ordering grubhub or you know whatever what have you we're buying things on kayak and airbnb and we're on we're ordering drones from amazon or bringing us things like we're online i don't know what the percentage is but i'd be interested to know what percentage of time people in a developed nation spend on the internet i don't consider myself an internet person i spend an inordinate amount of time online me personally and i'm someone who i have made moves in the real world i can't even imagine people who just sit behind a keyboard nest all their you know that's that's they're like ready player one you know i'm saying like you know i feel like we're closer to that than than we even could imagine so speaking to your um the way that you move on twitter so you people have told you a thousand times don't debate the trolls but um you have a pretty interesting stance on that why do you push back so hard on trolls um the idea that a troll is not racist or not as dangerous because they're designated as troll is foolish and very dangerous and since when are trolls virtuous like since when is like i mean from what everything i know about trolls i mean i read a little token yeah like you know i trolls seem like things that you shouldn't want to be so you you you say oh that's not a racist that's just a troll how's that better you say what what kind of society are we trying to be a part of if we're saying that it's okay for you to intentionally want to be a deceitful person in order to try to make people feel bad because that's essentially what a troll on the internet is doing right how are we justifying this how we oh because they play video games like i don't understand how is that now a thing that we now have to accept as if there's some sort of marginalized group um but to your point um i'm not speaking to them i'm speaking through them i come from teachers and these people who come at me become my lesson plan i use them to expose the mentality i use them to speak my truth and direct traffic to my website here's my show if you have something to say come to my show direct traffic to my bookstore here's here's a book that i'm selling that's about the situation um but ultimately to push back not on an individual troll but to push back on their messaging um nelson mandela said fools multiply when wise men uh ignore and i live by that um you know or the old adage that you know a lie can run around the world three times before the truth wakes up to put on his ties shoes these are not uh phrases that come out of nowhere so when someone says that the guy who murdered five police officers in dallas is a member of black lives matter and that proves that black lives matter is a violent organization and i see that comment on my feed and i see it because they'll say it at me i'm not out here looking for people they'll be like at talib quality black lives matter is a violent organization because and if i see that and i ignore it awesome that's just a racist troll i'll just ignore him and racism will go away because if you ignore cancer it's going to go away clearly if i do that i am failing humanity if i know better and i don't do better i am a failure to humanity i am not doing what i was raised to do i am not doing my duty as a man as a father as a citizen nothing i'm just [ __ ] failing and i can't live by that i don't expect everybody to be me i know that that comes from my unique perspective some people see a comment like that and it's stressful and it triggers them they'd be like i don't even want to involve myself in that toxic energy because then i'm going to be arguing with the person and it's going to bring my life that must waste time that i could have been doing something more productive and they're going to bring my energy down and now as an energy vulture and now i've given that person my platform i'm not i have respect for that i have respect for that but you better be doing activist work you better be doing something else if you're not gonna be on twitter i have respect for it what i don't respect is you telling me why you don't do [ __ ] that i shouldn't be doing [ __ ] i don't respect people who'd be like quality you know what you need to do stay black and die that's it i don't need to do [ __ ] you say yes look quality you know what you should oh i should okay well maybe you're an activist that's done activist work that i need to be paying attention to and respecting because you're giving me unsolicited advice so share your activism work with me and when i do that people like you know what you're you just say everyone's a nazi and then it did okay now your whole facade is going because i asked you a simple all i asked you was to show me the work you do so i could see how i could be working better but that's not what you came here to do you came here to tell me to shut the [ __ ] up that's really the end goal of what you came to do and so we're socialized as a as a as a society to place politeness over justice to place being polite and being silent over being correct how many videos have you seen of some crazy white racist person in walmart yelling racist [ __ ] as someone and there's someone around there taping it everyone else is like nah everybody in that [ __ ] situation that that devil should be shamed until they walk out of there you know saying like how how we have so many examples of our society is so polite i don't value politeness like that because that whole polite etiquette [ __ ] that comes from some colonial [ __ ] that has nothing to do with community and like [ __ ] that respectability polite [ __ ] like you and me i'm not being polite to you i'm being respectful to you you know saying that's a difference you've earned my respect you deserve my respect uh on as a basic human being you deserve my respect you know until you give me a reason to be like i'll [ __ ] with you but just on a basic level you know but it's not about politeness because that's just some hierarchy [ __ ] that's some use just spoon in this fork type [ __ ] it's very clear that you have really strong values which i think is really incredible you started by saying that a lot of people don't know their values which is utterly fascinating to me and then you also said that people with knowledge have an obligation to share that knowledge with people who don't have it so as somebody who has this really amazingly clear value system how can people build that value system because i really really really believe if people took control of their values created them intentionally understood that they are something that you create whether by accident whether because you grew up in a shitty family with shitty values or a city whatever but ultimately now you're a grown ass person it's time for you to assess your values make them intentional like how do people go about that process and quite frankly what values do you think are universal well i think that's what it is what are the universal values what are what are the basic values what's what's what's i think basic human rights is a good jumping off point you know just knowing just everyone deserves life liberty and the pursuit of happiness everyone deserves basic amount of respect and i don't know the exact un human basic human right but just basic human rights just tolerance of other human beings i'm compassionate compassion is very important to me um what's what is your end goal what is your value is it a religious thing are you trying to be the best christian you're trying to be the best muslim are you trying to be the best jewish person are you trying to be the best conservative liberal you're trying to be the best democrat republican what is it that you're trying to be the best at and for me i'm trying to be as compassionate as humanly possible i respect that tell people where they can find out more about you which there are a lot of places give them your favorites oh man i'm just really out here though um now i'm just i'm on social media i'm easy to find my name is my name on there and um i tour a lot and i'm i'm out i'm just out here just walking these streets like kane and kung fu indeed you are all right if you were going to focus all of your time and attention on having tremendous impact in the world what impact would you want to have i want people to just be as close to their to their truth as possible i want people to be art to me is the is true honesty and i think trying to get towards honesty is where i want people to be um i'm able to like hip-hop that's not conscious when i see the honesty in it when i see the honesty in gucci mane when i see the honesty in eminem which are you know two very opposite sort of hip-hop artists neither one of them make music like i make and i don't make music like either one of my made songs with gucci i've never made songs with eminem um but to me it's really about that honest expression and um that's really what my focus has been for for for what i've tried to impart in my music i love that talib thank you so much for coming on the show man that was incredible guys do yourself a favor listen to his music first and foremost you want to talk about somebody who really knows how to express themselves it is absolutely extraordinary and then watch how he moves through this world especially as he goes into his phase as kane walking the earth learning and educating it will be amazing guys if you haven't already be sure to subscribe and until next time my friends be legendary take care to live [ __ ] quality that was amazing and i had to be perfect we're supposed to embrace all our imperfections and i think if we find and can imagine the bright side in anything that will become a reality but you can't think anything's going to be given to you other than opportunity and the only way to show appreciation for opportunity is to react